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Jun. 12th, 2023

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: DCU
  • Relationship: Slade Wilson (Deathstroke)/Jason Todd
  • Characters: Slade Wilson (Deathstroke), Jason Todd
  • Additional Tags: Age Difference, Bodyguard Slade Wilson, First Meetings, Pre-Slash, Pre-Relationship
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 3238
  • Series: Part 1 of SladeRobin Week
  • Published on AO3: 2021-10-18

Notes: SladeRobin Week 2021: Day 1 - Bodyguard Slade

Disclaimer: I do not own the DCU franchise or any associated characters, trademarks etc.


Okay, so maybe he'd fucked up.

In his defense, he'd planned for everything, had had fourteen contingencies and had established a prior relationship with the relevant people to smooth over any feathers that he might ruffle. His cover had been well-established and squeaky clean. Every precaution had been taken, every gun and goon accounted for.

He just hadn't expected fucking Deathstroke the Terminator to be there.

So yeah. He'd fucked up.

"Shit!" Jason Todd swore as he rounded the last corner, throwing a smoke bomb behind him as he turned and pulled up his guns. As the smoke began to clear, he was already shooting.

Again, in his defense, his contacts said that Deathstroke was supposed to be on the other side of the planet right now. But no, no; now he was standing squarely behind the leader of the human trafficking ring that Jason had been after for five months. The guy was smart, Jason'd give him that, but how the fuck he'd managed to convince Deathstroke's current client to loan him out for the night, Jason didn't know.

He frankly could not care less. The point was; he wasn't getting another shot like this. All his planning went to shit the moment Deathstroke recognized him, and his contingencies (and they were fucking beautiful) were beyond ruined. That left only one option.

Go in guns blazing, distract Deathstroke with a lot of flashy shit, and—somehow—kill the dickface in the chaos.

Awesome. He was already off to a great start.

Rolling his eyes at his own sarcasm, Jason nudged the last goon he'd downed. The guy wasn't dead, but he sure as hell would wish he was when he woke up. Threat neutralized, at least. Now it was time to find some other assholes to smoke.

Jason proceeded through the hotels long, long hallway until he found the stairs. He kept the AK-47 propped against his shoulder as he moved up toward the top-floor, where the shitface he planned to violently murder (hey, he was setting an example) was hiding with fucking Deathstroke playing bodyguard. Those were just cruel odds, but Jason was willing to bet he could convince Deathstroke he was an idiot long enough for his new plan to work.

It wasn't like they'd ever gone toe-to-toe before. Deathstroke probably already knew most everything about Jason's fighting style that could be found if one went digging, but Jason prided himself on his ability to adapt. And shoot somebody in the face until they flinched, whichever came first.

There were more goons on the other floors, guarding the elevators and the stairs' entrances, and Jason knocked around the cheap knock-offs until they dropped. He barely even had to use his guns, which was good since he still needed the pure firepower. As he got to the higher floors, the goons did get markedly better, but they still weren't on his level.

Sad for them.

"Okay, boys," Jason drawled as he pulled a gun out of its thigh-holster and leveled it at a goon. Behind his mask, he was already smirking. "Get out of the way, and you live."

They did not get out of the way.

The top floor didn't look any different from the lower floors, really. This was a fancy hotel, and even the smaller rooms were still elegant. Jason would know, he'd been staying in one for a whole week now, kicking back and relaxing while he monitored his prey. Well, he'd been relaxing. Until Deathstroke had definitely spotted him while Jason was going back up from the restaurant, about half-an-hour ago.

Jason wasn't in the business of being foolishly optimistic; Deathstroke knew what Jason looked like and he was damn good at his job. Even if he wasn't usually playing bodyguard, Jason had no doubt that he'd be flawless at this, too. So then there was no more relaxing.

And then there was fighting.

Amongst the smoke and the shrill ringing of the fire alarm, Jason stalked toward the classy suit his unfortunate victim was holed up in. The two goons guarding it yelled when they saw him, raising guns and shooting point blank. Well, he'd give them points for initiative but it was pretty unimaginative.

Get low, get in close, punch them, knock them out. Nothing complicated about it—sometimes the simple tactics worked best.

And it was time for the show's highlight.

Jason kicked the door open and started shooting.

Wildly, with absolutely no thought about it, he kicked in some smoke bombs while he was still shooting, snorting behind his helmet as guards yelled at him. He moved further in through the smoke, dropped another smoke bomb from his pocket, and spun in a circle, shooting every shadow he saw.

When the smoke cleared, there were a lot of dead people. Jason waited to see if he'd feel bad about it, but these goons weren't like the ones downstairs. These guy had some of the leader's trust, which meant they'd done some bad shit. And Jason was glad they wouldn't be able to hurt anyone else.

The lectures he'd inevitably get when he got back to Gotham would be super annoying, though. Oh well. Some things were worth a little pain.

He kicked another door open—the one his victim was hiding behind the last time Jason looked at his video feed—and promptly got shot.

In the head.

"Ow," he deadpanned, starting to grin behind his mask. "That hurt."

The goon who shot him looked at him, horrified. Jason rose an eyebrow, uncaring that the guy couldn't see it. The guy gulped and rose his gun, starting to shoot again. Jason used the age-old tactic of getting in too close for a gun to be effective and knocking him out. And then he was through the doorway.

And the fuckface that was his target was on the other side of the room.

With fucking Deathstroke standing beside him.

"So," Jason drawled, tilting his head in Deathstroke's direction. "You come to places like this often?"

"It's been known to happen," Deathstroke answered, voice flat.

The target Jason was going to kill was almost shaking in his boots, but he still managed to smirk and gloat, "You're out of luck, assassin! I have Deathstroke the Terminator protecting me," and strut out from behind his desk. What an idiot.

Jason snorted, "If you don't know who I am, you're the one who needs luck."

With that, Jason aimed the AK-47 straight at his target and pulled the trigger. No bullets hit him, obviously, but it was very cathartic to feel the gun's kickback in his hands and listen to the bullets ripping the furniture apart. Scraps of sofa and desk flew through the air as he continued to shoot at the target being carted around like a rag doll by Deathstroke.

He dropped a smoke bomb (damn, he only had two left now, he hadn't packed for fucking Deathstroke) and then dropped a stink bomb right after. The AK-47 was now out of bullets, so he threw it out the window—it was cool, he had more—and pulled out his other other guns.

Spinning around wildly, he started shooting as soon as he caught sight of Deathstroke. He backed away with every shot, eventually having to just vault over a couch to get out Deathstroke's hand-to-hand combat range. Then Deathstroke pulled out his own guns and yeah, this was not gonna be pretty.

The next several minutes were a blur. Quick movements, jumping to stay out of close combat range, ducking bullets and angling himself so he could still take shots at the target. This was a ruse, after all. He needed to make Deathstroke think this battle was do or die.

Out of bullets again, Jason threw away the guns and pulled out two more. He continued to shoot, taking a running leap to get to the target and jumping, shooting in the air. Deathstroke successfully pulled the target out of the way. Jason clicked his tongue and threw his whole gun (now out of bullets, too) at the target.

The target shrieked and hid under a table.

Jason continued to his furious battle with what was widely regarded as the best mercenary in the world. Things got a little confusing for a bit there, as his mind took a backseat to good, old-fashioned muscle memory.

He ran out of guns and bullets, so those were thrown away. Out came the knives and then he and Deathstroke got to have some nice, sweet fun. It was exhilarating, fighting somebody who was so very, very deadly. Somebody who would, no hesitation, kill him at the slightest mistake. Jason was walking a tightrope here, and damn, he'd missed it.

Finally, the opportunity he'd waited for came. They were on the other side of the room from the target, the son of a bitch still hiding under that table, and Jason had his back to the target, was squarely between the target and Deathstroke. There was no way for Deathstroke to intercept anything in this position.

In one smooth motion, Jason pulled back one of his hands holding a knife, turned around and pushed back so that his back met Deathstroke's chest (to keep the man from stabbing him) and flicked his wrist.

The knife buried itself in the target's head.

Deathstroke's arms clamped down around him, holding him harshly, pushing his arms down to his sides. "There's no way he survived that," Jason said, slumping in the hold now that his job was done.

"No," Deathstroke agreed.

The arms tightened around him to the point it was painful and Jason grimaced, but made no move to escape. He had thrown literally everything he had at this man, so it wasn't like he had much choice, anyway.

"You're very good," Deathstroke said. Jason didn't know if that was supposed to be a compliment, but he was starting to have trouble breathing over here, so he just nodded in vague agreement. Deathstroke continued, "It's a shame we never fought when you were a bat, I bet we could have made some sweet memories."

Jason scoffed, "Yeah, no, you'd have destroyed me. I rather think this is a much more memorable first meeting."

"Well, you're right about that."

Abruptly, Deathstroke's grip was loosened enough for Jason to be spun around. It was a little unfair, how much bigger than him this man was. Jason was big himself, but he still felt like he was being towered over. It also maybe made his mouth water a little, but that was neither here nor there.

Face to face with Deathstroke, the other man grabbed him with one arm and used his other hand to pull off his own mask. Deathstroke looked just like he did in the pictures Jason had been shown years ago, when he was still Robin. White hair, eye-patch over one eye, beard as white as his hair. He really hadn't changed at all.

Deathstroke rose the visible eyebrow at him, literally looking down on him and wasn't that a bitch. Finally, after a tense staring contest, Jason shrugged and reached out with his suddenly free hand to pull off his helmet.

It clattered to the floor behind him. "Satisfied?" Jason asked, leaning back as much as he could while still caught in Deathstroke's grip, and gave the other man his most condescending expression. It was a work of art, in his opinion.

Deathstroke—real name Slade Wilson—snorted. "Very," he said and let go of Jason.

Jason narrowed his eyes. He quickly put some distance between them and glanced around the room. Everything was chaos. The furniture was just as torn to pieces as the people, bullets littering the floor and knives stuck in walls where they'd been thrown. But the target was dead. Jason had managed to kill him, had driven himself to the brink—but it was worth it.

He swayed a little on his feet, the adrenaline beginning to leave him. Frowning, he picked up his helmet and put it under his arm. Deathstroke had gone over to Jason's target and kicked at him, but he really was very dead.

"You've put me in a bind, kid," Deathstroke said, sheathing his sword.

Jason would have gulped, if he was still a kid. "Did you actually have a contract with him?" Jason hadn't heard anything about that, but if he had... well, Jason was fucked.

"No, my client was doing him a favor," Deathstroke said and walked back over to Jason. Jason narrowed his eyes and stood his ground, refusing to let himself be cowed just because this man had more experience than him. Jason was fucking lethal, okay.

"Then what's the problem?" Jason asked.

He shouldn't be sticking around like this, much less having an actual conversation with a renowned mercenary who wasn't known for appreciating people interfering with his contracts. Jason should have been out of here the second Deathstroke had let him go, should have taken the opportunity to jump out the window. It was already broken, anyway, so it would have been easy.

But—well, there was a lot of buts. Most importantly, he'd maybe missed going toe to toe with someone like that without it being personal. There was no personal stakes to that fight, not to either of them. Jason would have been pissed if he'd lost, sure, but then he'd probably also have been dead so what did that matter.

Deathstroke shrugged, "He'll probably try to kill me now."

Jason rose an eyebrow, beginning the process of retrieving his surviving knives. It didn't seem like Deathstroke planned to stop him, anyhow. "And that's my problem how?"

Deathstroke didn't move while Jason searched through the room, just standing still and staring at him. It would probably be unnerving, if Jason was a normal person. As it was, the unflinching attention just made his stomach tingle (almost on the edge of unpleasant). As soon as he was done, he parked himself across from Deathstroke and stared back. Let it never be said that Jason backed down from challenges.

"You gonna kill me?" Jason asked, biting the (figurative) bullet.

Deathstroke tilted his head, his eyes dragging over Jason's body. Jason just rose an eyebrow and waited him out. Finally, Deathstroke said, "It wasn't in my contract to keep him alive."

Jason chose to take that as a no.

"Well, this was fun," Jason said, just about done waiting around for... whatever it was he waiting for. He put on his helmet and began to walk in the direction of the door, taking the opportunity to kick his dead target while he was at it, and said, "We should do it again sometime," as he left.

And came face to face with a bunch of goons aiming guns at him.

Sighing, Jason brushed his hair out of his eyes. One of the goons actually shrieked at the motion and the guns wavered as they aimed at him. "Seriously?" Jason demanded, glad that he'd gotten his helmet on at least. Maybe he should have paid a little more attention to what was going on out here, but they'd seemingly done a good job of staying out of sight.

He threw himself back into the room he'd just left right as a rain of bullets befell his previous location. Quickly vaulting through the room, he called, "Change of plans," to Deathstroke just as he threw himself out the broken window.

And fuck, he was up high. It was exhilarating, free-falling through the air. It took a bit of twisting to get himself oriented right and then he pulled the trigger for his parachute, it unfolding perfectly.

He was close enough to the ground by the time a bullet tore a whole through the parachute that it didn't kill him. Lucky him. Dying really sucked.

At the ground, he took off in a sprint toward his get away vehicle (one of three), tearing through the group of pedestrians that were crossing the road. The fact that there were no cops around was a testament to something alright, but Jason was too busy running for his life to worry about that right now. No, he threw himself onto his bike, glancing behind and clicking his tongue irritatingly when he saw the person chasing after him.

Should he wait? Offer them a ride? It might get him some bonus points, but it might also get him killed.

Fuck it.

"Get on," Jason called out to Deathstroke, the other man not even waiting a second before he was climbing on behind Jason. Jason immediately drove off, the bike purring contently beneath him. It was a shame he couldn't keep it.

Deathstroke's arms curled around Jason's waist, the grip tight but not strangling. He moved in tandem with Jason when they took the corners at way faster speeds than recommended. The warmth against his back maybe affected Jason more than he'd expected, but it was workable. Jason was a wizard at pushing his desires aside in order to focus on the goal.

For some twenty minutes, Jason soared through the city, going in circles to throw off any followers. He was good at this, and it didn't take him long to be satisfied that he'd thrown off any trackers. So he turned the bike toward his safe-house, slowing down to a more cruising speed that wouldn't get them pulled over by the nonexistent cops.

Finally, he rolled to a stop in an alleyway. For a moment, nothing happened. Deathstroke sat still behind him, his grip tight and warm. Jason waited to see what the other man would do, his heartbeat speeding up slightly despite all of his attempts to stop it. A different kind of warmth curled tight in his belly.

"Thanks for the ride," Deathstroke murmured, his voice soft.

Jason clicked his tongue. "You getting off anytime soon?"

Slade laughed softly at that and it took a moment for Jason to make the connection, purely because he hadn't fucking meant it that way, you asshat. "You getting off with me?" Slade asked, and his hand spread over Jason's stomach and damn it, that was fucking unfair.

For about three point four seconds, Jason seriously contemplated stabbing this asshole in the kidney and leaving him here. It wasn't like it would kill him or anything, but it might let Jason ditch this city without much trouble. But—well, Slade was deadly. And stupidly attractive. And he apparently found Jason hot, too. So.

"Yes," Jason said. He cleared his throat and knocked his hand against Slade's. "I'll get off with you, now get off the bike, asshole."

Slade laughed again. He climbed off the bike in one smooth motion, pulling Jason with him. His hands settled on Jason's waist, the fingers drawing small circles over his shirt. Jason pulled his helmet off, letting it drop to the ground after a quick look around to make sure they weren't being watched.

Slade dragged him closer, and Jason pulled off Slade's mask, dropping it next to his own helmet. He looked at that face, felt his own breaths stutter in his throat at the intense gaze Slade was staring at him with. Licking his lips, Jason smirked when Slade's eyes followed the motion.

The kiss was warm, and the steady grip Slade had on him was scorching, and the heat in his belly spread like fire.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M, Gen
  • Fandom: DCU
  • Relationship: Ra's al Ghul/Jason Todd
  • Characters: Ra's al Ghul, Jason Todd
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet, Fake Dating, Age Difference, Fluff
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 1082
  • Series: Part 1 of Flufftober 2021
  • Published on AO3: 2021-10-08

Notes: Flufftober 2021: Day 1 - Winning a Teddy for the Other

Disclaimer: I do not own the DCU franchise or any associated characters, trademarks etc.


"Here you go," Jason says and tosses the teddy bear he just won to Ra's al Ghul. He's pretty sure the (much) older man wants to murder him for it, but as it's not currently an option, the man just smiles at him and accepts.

Jason should probably go underground for a few months when this mission is over, huh.

But that's a problem for future Jason. Right now, he's got another game to win. There's a booth not far off offering even bigger teddy bears and hell, he's already dug his grave, might as well go all out. So Jason sidles up to Ra's and curls his hand around the older man's arm, hanging his weight onto him and steering him in the direction of the next booth.

Ra's eyes narrow on Jason's hand but he doesn't say anything, so Jason cheerfully pretends that he doesn't notice. When they get to the new booth, he parks Ra's in the corner next to it and picks up the toy gun. He weighs it in his hands, takes aim, and fires.

It's a hit.

Grinning, Jason hits again and again, racking up points. Or maybe not. He doesn't really know how amusement parks works, but it sounds logical enough.

The man in the booth gives him the biggest bear on the shelf. Jason, already doomed and thus having nothing to lose, walks over to Ra's and holds it out. "For you, my love," he says, trying to sound smooth and suave and in love. It must work, because he can see more than a few people nearby smiling indulgently at him. Then looking more uncertain when they see Ra's properly and realize how big the age difference is. It's kind of funny.

"Thank you, beloved," Ra's al Ghul, the arrogant fucker, says easily. There's not a hint of deception on him, not so much as a smidgen of deceit.

Jason narrows his eyes. He throws his arm around Ra's' waist and hugs him, feeling their body's align. It's unfair that he's shorter than Ra's, but he can still throw his bulk around. Though Ra's is pretty bulky too, but—anyway, Jason isn't going to let his one chance to enjoy life slip away from him. He's sure that when the mission is over, he's going to be murdered very violently, so he'd like to take this opportunity.

During the course of trying out all the booths, they've successfully gotten much closer to the employee only area of the amusement park. Where the mission details account for some pretty nasty stuff going down. And Jason is ready.

He brought some fucking fabulous guns.

"Come on, I'll win you," Jason squints, trying to read the tiny text on the last booth they need to hit. He's left cameras and bugs on every booth so far, but he doesn't think there was anything useful from them. Or this charade would have ended already; probably with his decapitation. Finally, he gives up and just says, "I'll win whatever they've got there, I'm sure it's super romantic."

Ra's chuckles and damn if that doesn't make Jason shiver. He keeps the reaction contained but Ra's probably already noticed since he's, well, Ra's. And a super ninja-slash-assassin. "I'm sure it will be worth it," Ra's says, and Jason tries to edge away from him.

Unfortunately, he's still got a grip on the other man's waist and Ra's hand clamp down on his, squeezing tightly. Jason is pretty sure it cuts off his blood for a bit before the grip eases just enough that it's not painful. Ra's smile at him, so perfectly loving that it's just creepy, and says, "Careful dear, wouldn't want you to get lost."

How many trackers has Ra's already placed on Jason? Ah, it doesn't matter, he should burn everything just to be safe. And maybe get a full-body scan to check for trackers planted inside his body...

Pulling up his most flirtatious smile, Jason grins at Ra's and says, "Not to worry, love, I would find you no matter how far we part."

Ra's leans toward him, slowing their pace even further, thus allowing the goons of the amusement park's boss to better surround them. Jason pretends not to notice, and instead keeps his eyes locked on Ra's face. This far on the amusement park's edge, the lighting is much less obtrusive. It flickers in Ra's eyes, and—Jason is not going to go there. Nope. He'd like to think he has some survival instincts, thanks.

Ra's is looking at him, too, though. Which is—fine. It's fine. The goons are getting closer, which means Jason is soon gonna be able to (work out some frustration) shoot people.

"You look beautiful tonight, beloved," Ra's says.

Jason grins, "Thank you, love," and surreptitiously palms one of his tiny knives. He rolls it between his fingers, waiting until he senses someone approaching from behind him and, when Ra's doesn't react, flings the knife over his shoulder.

"Fuck!" somebody screams.

Jason grins wider, delighted that it worked. Then he frowns, "Wait, what happened to the stuff I won you?"

"Ubu retrieved it," Ra's answers. And Jason didn't even notice.

He frowns harder. Luckily, there's a band of goons surrounding them so Jason can put it out of his mind in favor of kicking their ass. Thankfully, Ra's lets him go for this part. It would have been pretty difficult to fight otherwise.

The fight makes his adrenaline surge, the goons actually being very good at fighting. It's invigorating and takes his mind off certain other things he's been trying not to think about. He loses himself in the battle, throws his whole body in it, and lets it take over. It's been a while, after all. He's been too busy with investigations to really let loose. And these guys certainly deserve it.

When the fight's over, Jason stands still. He breathes, his head tilted back to take in the stars. It's nice night falls so early here, it leaves fewer people here. Doubtless, they heard the sounds of gunfire, but it should have just driven them off. But it's silent now, the stars twinkling, the night heavy, the air colder still. It's quiet, and still, and calm.

Jason breathes, and turns to Ra's al Ghul, and stares. Ra's is quiet too, his gaze calm on Jason. The silence would be worrying, if the mission wasn't still ongoing.

Jason wonders idly how quickly he'll get murdered once it's over.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories:
  • Fandom: 타인은 지옥이다 | Strangers From Hell (TV)
  • Characters: Yoon Jongwoo
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet, Character Study, Post-Canon
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 464
  • Published on AO3: 2023-03-04

Notes: help, i fell down a rabbit hole and can't find the ladder up!

(note: i'm only on ep 3 of the show but have read a lot of fanfics and at this point, i don't know what is fanon and what's canon. so anything you recognize, just assume it's not mine.)

(title from Everything They Say by Smash Into Pieces)

Disclaimer: I do not own 타인은 지옥이다 or any associated trademarks.


Sometimes, Yoon Jongwoo dreams of monsters.

The sky is red with blood, his hands stained irrevocably, and he breathes through broken teeth and shattered ribs, trying to make sense of an upside down world. The moon—red, red, red—is huge in the sky, a sword waiting to fall on his neck. The monsters are hulking things, dancing through the shadows on strings he can't see, following the direction of some unseen puppeteer. Jongwoo fights, and he tears them apart with his bare hands, and he shatters himself to stay alive.

In his dreams, he always loses.

Is always the first one to go down, the first one to be eaten.

(Perhaps it's a good thing, he thinks sometimes. If he won in his dreams, he might start thinking he can win in reality, too, and that way only lies pain.)

Eden is a nightmare. It's one of his worst dreams come alive; monsters around every corner, a labyrinth of lies and deceit, and Jieun nobody who will believe him. It stains him in a way even his worst dreams don't, leaves marks on his skin, and settles deep beneath his skin, burrowing into his bones like worms. He doesn't know how to get the rot out, how to wash the blood off his hands. It stains, stains, stains.

Even after he gets out of the hospital, even after Eden is just yet another nightmare, Jongwoo is stained. Tainted. Rotting inside out, soul swallowed whole by a monster. He merely goes through the motions; finds work, pays bills, reassures his family again and again that he's fine. The people of Eden are dead, so there's not even any trials he needs to think of—justice has already been meted out.

It's just him, now.

Rotting, rotting, rotting.

He doesn't know what else to do. He works, pays his bills, goes to the dentist and tries not to remember. Eats alone in his tiny apartment, take-out food in a little cardboard box, music in his ears to drown out the noises of the other residents. He hides beneath his covers in the night, and takes pills to sleep, and pretends he doesn't remember his dreams. Pretends he doesn't remember cutting out hearts, ribs, lungs, intestines. Pretends he's fine, and lies to everyone he knows.

it's fine, he thinks in the nights. Everything is fine.

It's fine, because what else does he have?

What else can he be?

The dreams doesn't stop. Of course they don't; that would be too easy. Too gentle. Too kind. So the dreams don't stop, and Jongwoo doesn't stop lying, and the pile of corpses in his mind grows greater still.

There is a justice somewhere in this story, he thinks sometimes. Because he got out, survived, but he's ruined.

Rotting.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: Bleach
  • Relationship: Aizen Sousuke/Kurosaki Ichigo
  • Characters: Aizen Sousuke, Kurosaki Ichigo
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet, Melancholy, AU - Post Apocalypse
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 527
  • Series: Part 1 of LVDM Week
  • Published on AO3: 2023-02-03

Notes: For the 100 Ships Challenge: #58 – Ash

Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or any associated trademarks.


The taste of ash sits heavy on his tongue, a weight curling around his mouth and clogging his nose. He sneezes, Ichigo's orange hair shifting in the wind, and he rubs his nose with a disgruntled noise. Watching the area for something moving, high up from the rooftop he's spent the night at, Ichigo's leg hangs over the edge and move with the wind.

The world is dark.

There are no streetlights, no lights in windows, no cars moving on the battered roads. It's been four years, and the world is dark, and Ichigo is still walking. There's a goal, somewhere in the back of his head, some kind of inevitabilty—a dream, a nightmare. Because he stayed in the house for months before he left and his sisters never came home, his father never dropped by. Ichigo doesn't know where they went, halfway hopes they never returned at all to find the house as empty as he did. He wonders; are they okay? Are they eating right? Are they getting medicine if they get sick?

Ichigo never has an answer.

Footsteps sound on the roof, the stalking pace he's become so familiar with, and he's entirely unsurprised when arms wrap around his waist. He leans his head back against a harsh shoulder, the bones poking into his skull, but doesn't move away from the pressure. "Contemplating the purpose of life?" asks Aizen Sousuke against his ear, breath tickling his skin.

"Always," says Ichigo. His eyelids flutter and when he breaths, smoke shivers in the air. He opens his eyes again, looking out over the street below. It's in the process of being reclaimed by nature, and even in the evening's darkness he can see the many plants breaking through the pavement. Ash is drifting through the air, falling from above, and he wonders what blew up, if it was a volcano or another bomb.

Sousuke, like always, sighs against him, shifting so he can sit beside him on the edge. Ichigo isn't really sure who Sousuke actually is; the man just shoved up at his house months into what can only be termed an apocalypse, and he wouldn't leave without Ichigo. And Ichigo didn't want a stranger, no matter how outwardly kind, to be at the house when his sisters returned. So they left.

But that was years ago.

Maybe Ichigo is weak, to be so easily swayed by a notably malevolent stranger that definitely had a hand in creating the apocalypse. Maybe he's weak, to let Sousuke hug him, embrace him. Maybe he's weak, to stay beside him.

But it's been years.

And Ichigo... just wants.

He sways his legs, leans his body against Sousuke's and shivers as Sousuke's arms wrap around him again. The sun is finally finishing setting, the horizon momentarily painted a luscious red before darkness descends upon them. Stars twinkle in the night sky, a whole galaxy above them, and Ichigo is warm with company, belly full for the first time in almost a week.

The world is dark and the air tastes perpetually of ash, but Ichigo is not alone—and that might be the most important part of all.

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