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Fandom: Bleach
Characters/Relationships: Grimmjow/Urahara Kisuke
Category: M/M
Rating: Teen
Additional Tags: Time Travel Fix-It, Developing Relationship
Wordcount: 5092
Chapters: 1/1
Status: Complete
Published: 2023-10-19
Archived on: AO3, SQWA

Summary: In which Grimmjow somehow utterly misses the fact that he’s doing a time-travel fix-it. It’s cool, though. Kisuke can pick up the slack.

Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach, and make no money off this.

Author's Note: rarepair time XD

Fic )
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Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
Characters/Relationships: Ronon Dex/Rodney McKay
Category: M/M
Rating: Teen
Additional Tags: AU - Canon Divergence
Wordcount: 1635
Chapters: 1/1
Status: Complete
Published: 2023-10-22
Archived on: AO3, SQWA

Summary: "I would offer my help," Ronon says, voice gruff and head tilted. "If I thought it'd be accepted."

Disclaimer: I do not own Stargate Atlantis and am making no money off this.

Author's Note: it's been too long since i last watched SGA. i should fix that :D also realized in the middle of writing this i'm not actually sure who's taller than who in SGA, but decided to just roll with it, lol

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Multi-Chapter Fic

  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: 盗墓笔记重启 | The Lost Tomb Reboot (TV)
  • Relationship: Umino Iruka & Original Character(s), Umino Iruka & Uzumaki Naruto, Momochi Zabuza/Umino Iruka
  • Characters: Umino Iruka, Original Characters, Original Child Character(s), Uzumaki Naruto, Uchiha Sasuke, Orochimaru (Naruto), Uchiha Shisui, Momochi Zabuza, Haku (Naruto), Sai (Naruto), ANBU Root
  • Additional Tags:Developing Relationship, Falling In Love, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon-Typical Violence, Friendship, Kidfic, Fix-It, Worldbuilding, Pre-Canon
  • Status: Ongoing
  • Chapters: 5/?
  • Total Wordcount: 15057
  • Published on AO3: 2018-12-31 — Last Updated: 2020-03-14

Notes:

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any associated trademarks.


Table of Contents

C1C2C3C4C5 † [C6] † [C7] † [C8] † [C9] † [C10] † † [C11] † [C12] † [C13] † [C14] † [C15] † [C16] † [C17] † [C18] † [C19] † [C20] † [C21] † [C22] † [C23] † [C24] † [C25] †

Summary

During Iruka's first year teaching — on his own, because apparently there is a severe lack of teachers — he loses his curriculum, gets into a low-key fight with Shimura Danzo and accidentally creates an army. To be fair, none of this was planned.

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Multi-Chapter Fic

  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: 盗墓笔记重启 | The Lost Tomb Reboot (TV)
  • Relationship: Liu Sang/Wu Xie/Zhang Qiling,Wu Xie/Zhang Qiling, Wang Pangzi & Wu Xie & Zhang Qiling
  • Characters: Wang Pangzi, Wu Xie, Zhang Qiling, Liu Sang
  • Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Developing Relationship, Falling In Love, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon-Typical Violence, Rumors, Threesome - M/M/M
  • Status: Ongoing
  • Chapters: 1/35
  • Wordcount: 2016
  • Published on AO3: 2022-03-21

Notes: this fic exists for one (1) reason

the idea of wu erbai spending years hearing rumors about his nephew and this Random Person™ being super in love is hilarious to me. even more hilarious; wu erbai hasn't been able to confirm it one way or another because liu sang always pretends to misunderstand, or like he's listening to vital information and thus "sorry, I missed what you said"'s him every time. and wu xie? wu xie won't talk to him about his love life!

so wu erbai goes years with these rumors, and then, finally, he sees wu xie and liu sang in the same room together! time to catch liu sang in his lies (bc he never really believed them, it's not like he doesn't know wu xie is smitten with xhang qiling, okay). and then. then.

wu xie. stares like an idiot. and just—is so fucking obviously in love with liu sang.

the second wu erbai is out that tent, he's texting wu xie's parents.

they can finally use their Wedding Plan™!

Disclaimer: I do not own 盗墓笔记重启 or any associated trademarks.


Table of Contents

C1 † [C2] † [C3] † [C4] † [C5] † [C6] † [C7] † [C8] † [C9] † [C10] † † [C11] † [C12] † [C13] † [C14] † [C15] † [C16] † [C17] † [C18] † [C19] † [C20] † [C21] † [C22] † [C23] † [C24] † [C25] †

Summary

Liu Sang is alone. He has no backup, no connections, no safety net. And in the tomb raiding business, that's never a good thing. So in order to buy himself a somewhat safe position, where he won't be seen as expendable, he begins a rumor that he's dating Wu Xie.

Wu Xie, after all, is the perfect person for the role; he's from a wealthy and influential family, is legendary in the business, and is close friends with Liu Sang's idol. More importantly, he's famously distanced himself from tomb raiding and likely won't ever hear of the rumor. This means that for years, while Liu Sang builds up his own connections and reputation, he has some measure of safety.

And then he shows up at a tomb raid, hired by Wu Erbai (already a risk in itself, but the man has never said anything about the rumor) to find that Wu Xie (and Liu Sang's idol) is there.

...Shit.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M, Gen
  • Fandom: Naruto
  • Relationship: Mizuki & Uchiha Sasuke
  • Characters: Mizuki, Uchiha Sasuke
  • Additional Tags: Kidfic, Accidental Found Family, Manipulation, Destroying Military Dictatorships for Fun and Profit!, Worldbuilding, Politics, Friendship, Canon-Typical Violence, AU - Canon Divergence
  • Status: Ongoing
  • Chapters: 1/?
  • Total Wordcount: 1852
  • Published on AO3: 2022-08-18

Notes: hi. i tripped and fell back into the naruto fandom.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any associated trademarks.


Table of Contents

† [C1] † [C2] † [C3] † [C4] † [C5] † [C6] † [C7] † [C8] † [C9] † [C10] † † [C11] † [C12] † [C13] † [C14] † [C15] † [C16] † [C17] † [C18] † [C19] † [C20] † [C21] † [C22] † [C23] † [C24] † [C25] †

Summary

Mizuki has a mile-long grudge against Konoha—and is now within speaking distance with Uchiha Sasuke.

Things can only go downhill from here.

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Multi-Chapter Fic

  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M, Gen
  • Fandom: Love in the Air (TV 2022)
  • Relationship: Phayu/Rain
  • Characters: Phayu, Rain, Sky, Prapai
  • Additional Tags: Kidnapping, Alternate Universe - Dark, Crack,, Domestic Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, it's a dark kidnapping au but it's defeated! by the power of love! and turns into silly fluff!, as fics do, Self-Indulgent, Work In Progress, Falling In Love, Idiots in Love, this is just silliness i have no explanation, POV Multiple, POV Third Person, how to fall in love in 2 days, a guide by 2 dumbasses extraordinaire, Oblivious
  • Status: Ongoing
  • Chapters: 6/25
  • Total Wordcount: 3929
  • First Published on AO3: 2022-12-01 — Last Updated: 2022-12-23

Notes: short and sweet chapters because this is purely a self-indulgent thing which means not being beholden to anyone, myself included. i'm just doing whatever.

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any associated trademarks.


Table of Contents

† [C1] † [C2] † [C3] † [C4] † [C5] † [C6] † [C7] † [C8] † [C9] † [C10] † † [C11] † [C12] † [C13] † [C14] † [C15] † [C16] † [C17] † [C18] † [C19] † [C20] † [C21] † [C22] † [C23] † [C24] † [C25] †

Summary

Rain is kidnapped. Rain does not realize he's been kidnapped. Everything is fine.

Or: Phayu kidnaps the cute kid he meets in the rain, except things get needlessly complicated when he realizes that the thing he wants most of all is for Rain to be happy. And so he's forced to let him go, lest he break his spirits and destroys him. (...Rain still does not realize he was ever kidnapped. But he'd really like to know when their next date is!)

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M, Gen
  • Fandom: Solo Leveling - Chu-Gong
  • Relationship: Sung Jin-Woo/God Statue
  • Characters: Sung Jin-Woo, God Statue
  • Additional Tags: Pre-Slash, Pre-Relationship, AU - Canon Divergence, Trapped, BAMF Sung Jin-Woo, Interspecies Romance, Canon-Typical Violence
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 13943
  • Published on AO3: 2021-11-17

Notes: This fic is currently being rewritten. This is the old version. This is 3 chapters that I smushed into one post, because I can't be bothered with it ;) Also AO3 has categorized this as Sung Jin-Woo/The Architect. This is incorrect. I've not read the whole novel, so maybe I'm wrong, but at least in this fic, the god statue is sentient with its own consciousness. So the pairing really is SJW/that really huge and terrifying god statue with the horrifying smile. Just so you know.

Disclaimer: I do not own Solo Leveling or any associated trademarks.

Summary: In which Sung Jin-Woo doesn't get out of that first Double Dungeon.


C1

Sung Jin-Woo awoke to darkness. A suffocating darkness, the kind that smothered you as you tried to fall asleep and gave you nightmares. Surrounding him as securely as the covers he slept under, it crept below his skin and made a home there.

He shivered where he laid, debating internally whether he should open his eyes or not.

It was cold; a shudder traveled through his whole body as he attempted to push himself into a sitting position while his eyes blearily looked around, unable to see anything but inky blackness. His entire body ached, all the way down to his bones, and for a moment he didn't know where he was or how he got there.

It was dark and cold and he was shivering. For some reason, when the toes on both of his feet moved, he was struck by a feeling of strangeness. And while sitting up was not painful exactly, it left him grimacing at the stiffness of his joints and the pain as he moved them.

He cracked his neck as he moved, his hand resting on it and giving it a gentle squeeze. His legs curled up below him as his fingers poked at the harsh surface he'd been lying on, trying to determine where he was. He wasn't hurt, he didn't think; certainly, he wasn't in any pain. But he could swear that there was something he was supposed to know, something that should have been obvious to him.

His fingers continued to poke at the uneven surface of the stone, the coldness from it seeping into his bones. ...The cold stone. Cold. Stone.

Ah, yes, he remembered now.

The Double Dungeon.

"Fuck," Sung Jin-Woo spit out.

His arm snapped back, his breaths loud in the darkness as he attempted to hear anything. With a barely muttered curse, his fingers fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a flashlight seemingly too battered to still be functional; but it was an object made for Dungeons. Though it looked like it would fall apart at the drop of a hat, it still flickered on when he pressed the button. The light slowly and weakly punched back the darkness, giving a narrow view of his surroundings.

Sung Jin-Woo saw it all clearly—the blood on the floor, the statues standing at the walls, the altar he was sitting on. But—there were no bodies. Almost the entire party had been decimated, yet there was not a single human body part that he could see.

He slowly changed his position until he was sitting on his knees, stretching out his back as he tried to make himself taller, and gazed out. He wasn't sure what would happen if he left the altar. No matter which direction he turned the flashlight in, the result remained the same. No bodies. Only blood, blood, and some more blood.

Sung Jin-Woo was still here.

Alone.

"Does this mean they got out?" he mumbled to himself.

It had to. The missing bodies should mean that Hunters had gone through and collected the bodies for their families. It should mean that the Dungeon had been defeated, the Boss should be dead and it should no longer pose a threat to society.

That didn't explain why Jin-Woo was still here.

If they'd collected the bodies, then they should have collected his as well. Even if they thought he was dead, he should have been dragged out with the others. Unless the Dungeon had started to close while they'd working and there simply hadn't been time? That was the only real reason he could think of.

So. Sung Jin-Woo was trapped in a Dungeon. One that likely had been closed and defeated and no longer had access to the human world. And he was alone. On his own. With only the few things he'd had on his person still with him. The fact that his leg had magically been healed wasn't even good news. It only meant that he might die here with an intact corpse. Assuming that the statues didn't come to life and kill him again.

Right. Because they had done that.

Killed him, that was.

His energy left him. Collapsing back down on the altar that was still covered in his blood, his fingers curled into tight fists as his breathing sped up. The flashlight dropped from his shaking fingers and slipped to the floor, colliding loudly with the stonework in the otherwise silent chamber. It echoed, the sound causing him to flinch.

What the fuck was he supposed to do now?

(He didn't want to die.)

Jin-Woo closed his eyes and tried to calm his rapid heartbeat down, the beat pulsing through his veins like an ominous metronome. There was no way that he could succeed, but he made a valiant attempt. His hand pressing down harshly on his chest, his fingers bunched up the bloody shirt he was still wearing that hung in tatters around him, torn up from the attacks he had suffered. It seemed like it might break apart in his hand—both his heart and his clothes.

He forced his trembling legs up and hugged his knees to his chest, shoving his head down between them and just—breathing. Breathing was good. He should keep doing it.

A snort escaped him, his eyes beginning to water. He sniffled, his nose stuffy and blocked as he breathed in through his mouth. The shaking held his body trapped, his hands hurting from how tightly he squeezed them.

None of this made any sense. The bodies were gone and he was still here and that—that could be explained. He could force it to make sense, he could force himself to understand it. But the rest—a leg healed so well that his fingers clawing at the skin where the pants had been cut off couldn't even feel a scar? There was a cut right through his shirt and his jacket where he'd been stabbed cleaned through by. A spear. Or a sword, he didn't remember. Regardless, it had cut through him like a knife cutting through butter.

He should be dead. He should have been cleaved in half. He should have been nothing but a rotting corpse his sister would cry and weep over. This should not... he shouldn't be awake. Alive. Breathing, and healed, and whole.

He didn't know how long he spent, sitting there in the darkness, hugging his knees and desperately keeping his eyes closed. Forcing his breathing to be slow and steady, and not the hitched breaths they would be if he allowed himself to cry. The pressure on his chest only increased as time passed, a hollow kind of pain that left him shuddering.

Maybe he was hoping that it was all a dream. Maybe he hoped that when he opened his eyes again, he'd be in some hospital somewhere, with his sister once again scolding him for getting hurt. Maybe he hoped that if he only waited, someone would come back for him.

Opening his eyes again, he was still here. In the Dungeon.

(Alone.)

Though he'd carelessly dropped it, the flashlight still lit weakly. How far did it go? Four meters max, the lighting just petered out. Not even enough to see a single statue. Stupid of him really; sight was important. If he could see his enemies, he could hide from them. Figure out how to beat them without getting into a direct fight—those, he could hardly ever win. But at least the flashlight was still on, letting its faint light stare out into the darkness.

Maybe he should just turn off the light and wait for his eyes to adjust to the pitch-black darkness. To do that, all he had to do was leave the altar. Just... uncurl his legs and set them down over the edge and then they'd touch the floor and he—no. No, he couldn't do it yet. First, he should do something about the floating, transparent message in front of him. It'd been there ever since he woke up, after all, and showed no sign of disappearing. He'd probably just hit his head—but to heal his body and not his head?

So, then. To deal with the floating box and text. That moved when he moved his field of vision and always stayed right in front of his eyes. Because that made sense.

Messages, it said. Unread.

Like the video games that Jin-Ah enjoyed playing.

His hand went right through the screen when he tried to touch it. Floating softly in front of him, the box was blue and taunted him with its text. There was no button to press anyway, but he tried regardless. Nothing he did had any effect on it. Finally, he muttered, "Open."

It flickered. Blinked. And then new text was written on it.

Two message titles. One about a player and another about a daily quest. Both marked as 'unread'. Both moving to always stay right in front of his gaze, no matter which direction he looked at. Both just sitting there, silently. Jin-Woo wasn't sure he even wanted to know what was happening anymore—not that he'd ever had any idea in the first place. Nobody did, really. The whole business with Dungeons and Hunters and Awakened was a mystery that still went unsolved.

But this. He thought that this was far more mysterious than anything that'd ever happened to him.

Three more screens burst to life before him and stared him straight in the face. 'Notice' was written on the top of each one and they all carried different messages. That "Player" thing again. And the System. It was mentioned in two different messages, so it had to be important. A penalty. That meant... punishment. If he didn't comply with the System (which was presumably the thing shoving transparent screens in his face) then he'd be punished? And lastly, a reward.

His gaze flickered from the Notices and back to the Message screen. Jin-Woo was fairly certain that this had something to do with that thing he'd seen right before he'd died. Something about a secret quest and becoming a player.

"Open," he said and new information was displayed on the screen. The daily quest: 100 push-ups, 100 sit-ups, 100 squats, and 10 kilometers of running. This was apparently training to "become a formidable combatant". And because good things never happened to be him without a catch, there was a caution note at the bottom. A punishment for failing to meet the goal. And a clock, slowly ticking away.

As a last resort, Jin-Woo rubbed his drooping eyes.

Nothing changed.

"Fuck," he swore again.

(This was... a little too elaborate to be a hallucination of his. Why would he even hallucinate something like this? He hadn't played a single video games in years.)

In his haste to reach the flashlight, he hung his arms over the edge and stretched them as far as he could, until more of him was hanging over the edge of the altar than was still on it. His fingers reached and reached and reached, until finally, the tips of his nails scratched the flashlight. Grunting from effort, he slowly managed to squeeze out another inch and grab ahold of it.

Exhaling softly, he scooted back and sat upright again, holding the flashlight close to his chest. His head was still full of the images of what the statues had done to those who disobeyed the rules. No matter how much he tried, he couldn't shake the feeling that if he stepped off the altar, if his foot touched the floor, he would be torn in half, like so many of the others.

Pressing his hand over his eyes and clenching them shut, his breath hitching in his throat, he waited until his breathing was somewhat steady again before he used the flashlight.

Gazing out into the abyss, the flashlight barely showed a fraction of the same nightmare-inducing chamber he remembered. Statues that he couldn't even see with this flimsy light, cracked stonework with moss and weeds peeking through them, and of course—blood. So much blood.

He gulped and bit down on his bottom lip, curling his body tighter together, feeling his shivering starting up again. (Like it had ever really stopped.)

He couldn't stay on this stone altar forever. If he tried, it simply meant that he'd starve to death here. Or die of dehydration. (God, did he even have any water?) He was screwed no matter what he did, no matter where he went. And besides, the altar... the altar couldn't actually protect him, that had already been proven. Hadn't he been on the altar when he got stabbed? He wasn't safe here. Even if he stayed put and didn't move a muscle, he wasn't safe.

(He was tired. Exhausted. It felt like he'd only been awake minutes at most, and yet. And yet, he had to fight to stay awake. His eyes drooped, his legs so weak they surely wouldn't hold his weight. But he couldn't fall asleep. He couldn't be unconscious here. He couldn't.)

Biting his lip, he looked at the quest info again. It was still staring at him. Just sitting there without doing anything, the clock still ticking down. Moving without regard for his feelings.

How long had he been unconscious? How long had it been since the Dungeon had been cleared and the others left? How long had he slept here? How long had he been unsafe?

He pulled on his hair until the pain made him gasp. Letting go, Jin-Woo forced himself to think. He didn't want to die. He hadn't wanted to die then, enough to accept this "player" thing, and he didn't want to die now. And sure, he was presumably trapped in a Dungeon, but there must be a way to survive in here. Or there wouldn't be any monsters. There had to be food and water and, and something to make fire out of. Survival had to be possible, or this made even less sense than anybody had ever suspected.

It was just... well, this wasn't an ordinary Dungeon, was it?

Smacking his lips together, Jin-Woo slowly rearranged his body on the altar again, wincing at the stiffness that still plagued him. His trembling limbs were weak and flimsy and his skin stung where it met the cold stone.

He looked out into the darkness again. Then, inch by painful inch, he lowered his feet to the floor. Flinching when the tips of his toes made contact with the floor, he waited with bated breath and shaking legs for something to happen, staring wide-eyed at the stone floor.

Nothing did. So he carefully scooted over the last bit of the edge and then he was standing on the floor, on two shaky legs, one of which was only partly clothed. Jin-Woo breathed out a shuddering breath and stopped in his tracks. He shone the flashlight around with a deathtrap on it, trying to spot anything moving. But the light didn't reach far enough. He couldn't see anything.

Straining his ears, he did his best to listen; he'd always had very good hearing ever since his Awakening. But it was—silent. Quiet. Not so much as a peep to be heard.

He gulped again, swallowing a whole mouthful of saliva. There wasn't even much of it, his mouth was incredibly dry. Rubbing his eyes, he licked his lips and took his first uncertain step. Then his second. Third. Fourth. Fifth.

Tenth.

Still, nothing was happening. He could hear nothing. No statues were moving. So he partly turned toward the large doors into the room and stared at them with tired eyes. There were statues there that he'd seen kill those who got too close. Would they kill him too? If they were simply inactive now, would they activate if he stepped too close?

(What did monsters do, when their Dungeons weren't open?)

But they weren't moving. Nothing was moving. So it... it should be fine. There was nothing in this room that could help him survive anyway; no food or water or even wood to fuel a fire. He couldn't survive long in here. So he had to leave. He had to take the chance.

And anyway, everything he'd seen indicated that the statues killed quickly; they crushed you under their feet or split you in half with their weapons. Those were much quicker deaths than starving and dehydration.

He couldn't wait for a rescue. He couldn't stay here and starve. With those options out, he didn't exactly have any choices left, did he?

So Sung Jin-Woo, the weakest hunter of all mankind, took a deep, shuddering breath.

And then he ran.

The wind whistled at the speed he was going, beating against his body like a wall. His feet slapped against the ground, one shoeless and the other in a shoe on the edge of falling apart. His heartbeat echoed in his ears, his eyes veering wildly around him, trying to spot any oncoming statues in the hope he would be able to avoid them.

He picked up speed the further he went and then he was just. There. At the doors. And the statues next to them hadn't moved.

And of course... of course... the doors didn't open.

Of course.

(That would have been too easy, wouldn't it?)

His fist fell on the door, the sound echoing loudly. Again and again, he hit it. It didn't make a dent in the door, and as time went on, his vision grew hazier and hazier as his eyes watered. His nose clogged up, his breath hiccuping in his throat. He kicked the door, and it didn't even shake. He threw his whole body-weight against it and it felt like breaking a bone. He leaned his head on it and felt his tears dripping from his eyes, down his cheeks, and falling on the ground.

His fist continued to beat against it, his eyes so hazy he could see nothing, his nose so stuffed that even sniffling accomplished nothing, his heartbeat so loud that he could hear nothing else. It was just him, and the door.

Eventually, he had no energy left. His tears dried out and his strength left him and he collapsed to the floor against the door. Listlessly he gazed out, his eyes finally adjusted to the darkness and the gloom.

Now, he could see the statues standing still along the walls, the god statue sitting proud on its massive throne.

His stared at the god statue, his body limp against the door. It was a giant, dwarfing every other statue effortlessly. Jin-Woo shuddered at the memory of its face, at that hideous grin. Its eyes shooting fire and the gleeful look on its face when people died. At the way that it had stepped on a human being for worshipping another god. And now it sat there, back on that throne, motionless. Waiting for something that Jin-Woo couldn't divine.

He looked at it for lack of anything else to do. Everything... everything was over.

And then—it stared back.

"Shi—!"

Jin-Woo swerved his gaze away and counted his deafening breaths. It did nothing for him, so he gave that up and settled for holding his breath. His quivering hand over his mouth, his painfully wide eyes stared at the floor. He didn't want to look back. He didn't want to see that horrifying expression again; it would already be stuck in his nightmares forever (if he ever managed to fall asleep again). He didn't want to see.

If he just closed his eyes and refused to acknowledge what his senses were telling him, it might all go away. It might all disappear.

But... It did not. Reality didn't work like that. Jin-Woo's reality didn't work like that. Instead, Jin-Woo's gaze slowly inched its way back across the distance, because curiosity had always been a vice of his. Raising his eyes that last bit of distance, he held his breath for so long that his chest burned **from lack of air.

He stared up into the abyss and the abyss gazed steadily back at him. And grinned.

His heart stopped in his chest.

It jump-started and then beat a mile a minute. Thudding loudly in his ears, all that he could hear was the sound of himself—muffled breathing behind his hand, his heartbeat, his chattering teeth. His eyelids trembled as they begged him to close his eyes. He should. He should. He should not be seeing this. He should close his eyes and it would all go away.

It took him a disturbingly long time to realize that that loud peeping sound was his own keening. He held his breath again—it only made the pain in his chest grow.

The god statue stared at him, its giant eyes pinning him in place like a fly on the wall. (Could he hold his breath until he passed out? It felt like he was on the edge of passing out.) The eyes were huge and intense and staring straight at him and he could vividly remember how the fire had shot out of them and murdered people.

It was not... This was not... He couldn't... breathe. He had to breathe.

Jin-Woo managed to take another shuddering breath and it felt like the air would freeze in his lungs. The statue was just staring at him. But, somehow, that was worse than when it'd been smiling so horrifically. Its emotionless face frowning down on him was beautiful—too beautiful. It should not look like that when he knew that it was a murderous god that demanded praise, and obedience, and worship. It should not be pretty. It should be horrifying.

It was not.

(He'd thought that when he first entered this room too, however long ago it was. The god statue sitting on the throne had the kind of serene beauty he was used to seeing in paintings. But it should not exist in real life, and it should not be killing things with a grin so ugly and murderous and horrifying that he half wanted to gauge out his own eyes.)

Jin-Woo couldn't keep holding his breath, despite his persistent attempts. Eventually, he had to let his mouth go and frantically breathe in huge gulps of air as he attempted to stay awake. He couldn't fall unconscious here. He had no idea what the statues would do to him if he did. There were too many what-ifs. Too many risks. So he had to breathe, no matter how painful it was.

And he had to... he had to stand up and search for anything that could help him survive. Food, water, just. Something to light a fire with. He had lighter, but it wouldn't do a lot of good without something to fuel the flames. And the chamber, was it airtight? Was there only a finite amount of oxygen in here? If so, he couldn't risk lighting a fire.

He shivered. His hand gripped his bare foot under him and he felt it tremble in his grip. The god statue was still staring at him, but he couldn't afford to wait for it to stop. He had to stand up.

He had to walk. He had to.

Jin-Woo managed to push himself into a standing position, still leaning against the door. His legs trembled beneath him, his hands clammy and shaking where they pressed against the door. He forced himself to take breath after breath and to pull his gaze away from the god statue. He couldn't look at it; it was like it took over his every thought when he did. It distracted him, the thoughts of what it could do to him on a simple whim.

On shaky legs that barely managed to bear his weight, Jin-Woo made his way back out into the chamber. His throat was so dry it hurt, and his knees ached from how much they'd shaken today. The flashlight was gone from his grip, lying somewhere uselessly on the stone floor. His breath shuddered in his lungs, and he was biting his bottom lip so hard that he was surprised he didn't taste blood.

He felt unsteady, unmoored.

There were still transparent screens in front of him. Floating quietly, a clock that was still counting down. Should he... do something about those? That thing about a punishment, it made his skin itch. It was probably just a hallucination or an illusion, but if it came from the god statue then... he would definitely be punished if he didn't complete the 'quest'. And 'punishment' would likely mean death.

And it wasn't like he was a stranger to exercise. He trained regularly so that he would at least be strong enough to bash at a monster with a club. And he had to be fast enough to run away. Sure, he didn't run 10 km when training, but he was still pretty good at sprinting short distances. Or he wouldn't have survived half the Dungeons he'd been in.

"Should I do them now?" he asked himself, the sound echoing in the chamber, just to hear something other then his breathing.

He peeked back at the god statue out of the corner of his eye and saw the still way it stared at him. ...Yes, he probably should, before the time elapsed and it killed him.

How in the hell the god statue had the power to do this to him, he didn't know. He didn't particularly care. Maybe it really was a god, in whatever world it came from. Maybe the sacrifice on the altar had done this. Maybe this was all a game to it, amusement until the next time unprepared Hunters found their way to this Dungeon.

His brain was tired, exhausted from all the thinking it had been forced to do lately. The stress made him restless and listless and filled him with a need to do something to relieve it. And searching this place for survival tools wasn't likely to accomplish anything, not from what he'd seen before and not from what he could see now. So perhaps he should deal with the 'quest' first and hopefully, the exercise would clear his mind.

A hundred push-ups, sit-ups, squats, and running... It should clear his mind nicely. Letting all his worries go because he'd be so sore and exhausted from the training that he wouldn't be able to think anymore seemed like just about the sanest thing he could do right now.

So Jin-Woo retreated to a corner where there was no statue looming over him threateningly. He was achingly aware of the gaze of the god statue on him (it felt like a fire was lit where the gaze was) and he couldn't stop himself from looking over every few seconds, to make sure that the statue wasn't grinning. If it grinned, he thought, that probably meant it would kill him. Or he would have to bow to it and sing its praises or something. But it would be horrible and humiliating and there wouldn't be a way out of it.

Soon though, even the persistent gaze of the terrifying god statue left his mind. The exercise did what he'd hoped; emptied his mind of all superfluous thought. Huffing and puffing and sweating so much he would be worrying about the loss of water if his mind wasn't preoccupied with "hurts, hurts, hurts, did it always hurt this much?!" as he forced himself to complete the last kilometer of running.

Even though he'd stopped feeling his legs a while back and was pretty sure that if he stopped running, he'd collapse and be unable to get up for a whole week. Or a month. A long time, anyway.

His mind was blissfully blank though, despite the way his body hurt. He was fine with this; he could worry about survival once he was sure that the imminent threat of death was gone. And as he'd so desperately hoped (and dreaded) once he'd finished the last bit of training, the quest info changed.

But at that point, he had already passed out.

Jin-Woo woke up shuddering. Curled into a tight ball, he was shivering on the cold stone floor. It took him a moment, wherein he blinked blearily into the darkness pressing down on him, before he remembered what had happened.

He stumbled to his feet.

His eyes had, at some point, grown accustomed to the darkness. Staring around himself, he felt his heart slowly start to pick up speed. There was a pressure to the air that he associated with Dungeons, the pressure of an environment positively covered by mana. Involuntarily, he took a step back.

Jin-Woo gripped the torn shirt over his heart, feeling the beating heart below the skin. His eyes swiveled around and he tried to get a clear picture of where he had collapsed. He remembered running, remembered his muscles straining, remembered the pain of putting his body through training beyond what it could withstand. His legs had almost felt like they were tearing to pieces under him before he'd lost feeling in them entirely.

But—he was feeling fine.

He had no memory of finishing his training, no memory of how he had fallen to the floor. No memory beyond the agony that coursed through his veins as he forced himself to keep going, the unknown of what would happen to him if he stopped forcing his feet forward. There had been a desperation to his every thought, his every movement.

He should hurt too much to move. He shouldn't be able to stand, not after training that intense when he'd already been halfway to collapsing from shock and horror and grief. His legs should be jelly, his thoughts useless. But he was standing on two perfectly fine legs. There was not a cramp to be felt. His muscles felt fine*—more* than fine, even. He felt refreshed like he'd even showered before going to bed.

His body was stiff, yes, but it was the stiffness that came from sleeping on literal stone. It wasn't the agony his body should be in after what little he could remember of the workout he'd endured on pain of actual death.

He took a tiny step, staring at his foot the entire time, just to test his legs. Just to see if they still worked. But like everything else here, he couldn't explain how they seemed perfectly alright.

The transparent screens were still there, right in front of him. Jin-Woo licked his dry lips and wondered at his hunger—his lack of it. Oh, his stomach was empty and he certainly wanted to eat something. But it wasn't the deliberating hunger that he should be feeling. It had been days since he'd eaten; maybe even more. Who knew how long he'd been unconscious after he was killed. So he should be starving. His stomach should feel like it was trying to eat itself out. Something in him should recognize that feeling of acute hunger, of not having eaten for too long. Yet, here it seemed, there was a but.

But he wasn't hungry. But he felt well-rested, even though he'd had nightmares that sent his pulse racing. But he wasn't hurt, even though he literally ran himself into the ground yesterday. The only thing that was even the slightest bit abnormal was his dry lips and the thirst he could feel in the back of his throat.

Yet, even that wasn't at the level he would have expected.

(Should he take this as a blessing? Should he give praise to the gods? Should he think a miracle had occurred? Should he go down on his knees and pray?)

Jin-Woo dragged his focus away from the screen in front of his face and refocused back on what was happening here and now. He couldn't afford to think of such things right now, no matter how much his fear curiosity ate at him. He had to focus, concentrate, on what needed he to do to ensure his survival.

After all, he had a sister to return to. A sister that depended on him. A sister that he refused to leave alone in the world, with only a comatose mother to accompany her as she became an adult.

He turned around yet again, walking over to a wall in the large chamber. Now, not burdened by panic and heart-stopping fear, Jin-Woo noticed that it was even larger than he remembered. Not that weird when he thought about it; the statues (not to mention the god statue) were gigantic. In order for them to be able to swing humungous weapons around unimpeded, there had to be plenty of room for them to move.

When he reached the wall, he put his vulnerable back to it. The fact that he was surrounded by enemies was the kind of knowledge that ate away at him. The fact that he couldn't leave the chamber, that he was trapped here forever until he could break out made his throat clog up. He curled his hands into tight fists, his fingernails harshly cutting into his skin.

Pushing back the feelings threatening to drown him, he very carefully didn't look at the god statue as he checked what possessions were on his person. Not the flashlight, he'd lost that at some point. But he had a pocketknife, a knife sheathed on his back, a small bottle of water in a pocket.

Looking at it, it was truly tiny. His fingers could curl effortlessly around the bottle and it wasn't even full. There couldn't be more than two deciliters of water in there.

His eyebrows slowly furrowed, the further he got into the search.

Finally, he was looking down on the truly pitiful collection laid out by his feet. He crouched down and tried to spread them apart, so it would look like he had more possessions. It didn't help.

He buried his head in his hands and muttered, "What am I going to do?"

It was a question that he had no answer to. It was a question that made him want to lay back down on the floor and curl into a ball again. He wanted to close his eyes and ignore everything; he desperately wanted this all to be a nightmare. Just a bad dream. He wanted to wake up in his bed and have Jin-Ah laugh at him for his silliness—because who gets trapped in a closed Dungeon?

Jin-Woo slapped himself. Hard. His head rang with the impact, his mind blanking and splitting apart at the seams. He blinked rapidly, trying to clear the tears automatically pooling in his eyes.

He couldn't delude himself like that. It was a trap; a trap he wasn't strong enough to pull himself out of. If he started thinking of this as "just a bad dream" he'd stop fighting and then he'd die. He couldn't do that. He couldn't leave Jin-Ah and his mother. He couldn't abandon them like that. He had to find a way to survive; he had to shove his fears aside and push forward. There was nowhere else to go.

"Fuck," he groaned. He pushed the hair out of his eyes and ignored the fact that it was fluffy as if he'd just cleaned it. Instead, he focused on more important things. Like the fact that he needed to find more water.

(This was a chamber made entirely of stone, what the hell was he hoping for? An underground river? God, he was so tired.)

There was no way that he could ignore it anymore. Frankly, he didn't understand how he'd ignored it in the first place, the feeling was too... claustrophobic, almost. His skin crawled below it, his hands shuddered as he tried to not remember the things he'd seen, his legs trembled trying to support his weight.

The god statue was staring at him.

It had ever since he woke up. Since he took that first trembling step. Since he pulled out all his possessions and laid them bare on the floor. Since he hurt himself to keep from spiraling. (Jin-Ah would scold him if she knew. So many things already hurt him every time he entered a Dungeon, he couldn't afford to add to that count himself.)

The god statue continued stared at him, its gaze unrelenting and cold as ice.

Jin-Woo gulped. He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply, trying to force his shivers under control. Clenching his hands by his sides, he took another breath and looked up at the god statue.

It was truly almost too big to comprehend. It had to be as big as the Statue of Liberty. Standing down here on the floor, he felt like an ant, felt like a speck of dust about to be brushed away. That the thing existed was nearly unfathomable.

The god statue's eyes shone. The light was harsh and unwelcoming, a glittering coming from within it. Sun Jin-Woo dropped to the floor instantly, bending over and kneeling just before the statue could incinerate him. The heat wave passed right over him and a breath escaped his tense lips. He held his breath as he waited, his forehead resting on the floor, for the statue to condemn him.

Nothing happened. The tension in the pit of his stomach didn't ease; on the contrary, it tightened.

His nails scraped against the stone floor while his eyes veered wildly behind his closed eyelids.

What were the commandments? Kneel, like they had two life-times ago. Praise the Lord, like they had done four life-times ago. Prove thy faith, like he had done a death ago.

He was kneeling. And praising... how could he praise the god? None of the statues had reacted no matter how much he'd run yesterday. He needed music, a song, an instrument. But he couldn't play any instruments, and though his voice was passable, he knew no songs that wouldn't get him killed. It would have to praise this god, the song. This murderous, horrific god.

Was he going to have to write a song, himself? How did one even do that? Just... sing a rhyme to a tune? Jin-Woo didn't know, but he should do something soon because the pressure on him was increasing the more time passed.

"The Lord is wise," he mumbled into the floor, less singing and more begging, trying to think of something to rhyme it with. Licking his lips, he rose his head slightly and took a deep breath. "The Lord is made of bones and dust, stars that have come undone. The Lord will have our heads tonight, when we return in victorious might."

His eyebrows furrowed while his mind worked a thousand kilometers a minute, desperate to keep the words coming. "The Lord will judge our worthiness, to sit at its feet and adore. The Lord will decide who is to come, and who is to die. The Lord is just, and the Lord is cruel, for cruelty is justice pure. The Lord is made of bones and dust, stars that come undone."

He took a deep breath, wearily watching the god statue. He'd picked up something that resembling a tune now, "The Lord is might, the Lord is right, the Lord is salvation. The Lord shall choose who spare, and who to throw to damnation. Oh Lord of mine, whom I so adore, I beg to sit at your feet. Oh Lord of mine, made of stars undone, I beg to sing your name to the skies. Of Lord of mine, I beg of you, let me grovel for your light."

The chamber returned to silence.

Jin-Woo's eyes strained to see the god statue, to discern its mood. He couldn't, of course he couldn't. It was a statue, a god, an unholy combination of both. There was nothing there for him to discern. Nothing there for him to connect with.

He moved into a sitting position, his bones so stiff they should be breaking when he moved them. Licking his lips again, he swallowed the saliva suddenly pooling in his mouth. Hunger was starting to make itself known, his empty stomach a hollow space below his ribs. He pressed a hand to it, frowning heavily.

His eyes were still stuck on the god statue. But it wasn't doing anything. And Jin-Woo still had mysteries to solve.

"Open messages," he croaked out. His tongue was ungainly in his mouth, a thick weight that didn't move as it should. He brushed his hand through his hair, and the message screen popped up in front of his eyes.

"Daily quest," he said. The screen changed. The information for the daily quest appeared. Finally, he took his eyes off the statue, instead focusing on what was right in front of him.

The daily quest for yesterday was listed as completed. Rewards were mentioned on the bottom, an offer for him to accept or refuse. (...What would happen if he said no?) His finger went right through the screen and he blushed, muttering a quiet, "Open."

The rewards were now listed on the screen. The 'Full Recovery' option showed as already used. His eyes narrowed. That must be why he had woken up feeling refreshed of all things. Even now, aside from the hunger and thirst, he felt fine.

(It was disgusting.)

There was also 'Stat Points' and a 'Mystery Box'. Jin-Woo's eyes glared at them. Stat points implied the existence of a certain something else. A mystery box... could either be really useful or really useless.

Biting down on his lip, he moved so that he sat crosslegged. Then he ordered his own profile to show itself. Then he opened his stat page. Then he felt his stomach swoop and his eyes water. Then he put the all three available stat points in 'stamina'.

It'd been years since he'd played games so he didn't really know what the different stats did. But what he needed now was endurance. Strength, too, but if he couldn't endure until he got stronger, it'd be worthless. So the points went to stamina, and that number alone stood out amongst the others.

He rubbed his eyes. He wasn't done yet.

Pressing his hands over his eyes harshly, he choked down on the sob that wanted to escape. "Accept 'Mystery Box'," he mumbled into his hands, flinching when there immediately came the sound of something hitting stone. The first sound in two full days that he hadn't made. His head snapped up, and he stared wild-eyed at the innocuous cardboard box now sitting in front of him.

"Seriously?" he questioned, his pulse picking up.

His fingers itched, and he scooted closer. Picking it up, he turned it this way and that, frowning at it. He could see no indications that it'd ever been opened, and so with a burst of courage, he opened it himself.

A water-bottle laid within.

His eyes widening, he grabbed it and held it before his eyes. It was a water-battle, one that was full to the brim. A big one, too, easily over a liter. And the text floating above it, when his eyes drifted to it, told him frankly that it was "an ordinary bottle carrying two liters of water that could be stored in his inventory".

"Water," he whispered. His eyes widened again. "Water," he repeated.

His back struck the floor as his bones stopped working. Staring up at the ceiling, he laughed quietly, hugging the full bottle to his chest. It was so cold that it stung his skin through the torn shirt.

Water.

Huffing and puffing, Jin-Woo pressed on through the last kilometer of running. His legs were heavy like lead, unsteady and trembling below him. If he stopped now, he knew, he wouldn't be able to start again. And so he ran with all his might, begging himself to please just cross the distance already. A tired eye glanced at the screen before him, keeping watch of the distance he'd run.

Nine of out of ten, nine out of ten, nine out of ten...

Ten out of ten.

"Yes," he muttered and fell to the floor, flat on his face. The skin on his nose tore open on the stones, but he could not care less. He splayed out like a starfish on the floor, his heart beating so fast he half-feared it would bounce out of his chest. The sound echoed through his ears, snot building up in his nose as he tried to get his breathing in order.

He huffed, puffing deep breaths until his chest stopped feeling like it was trying to smother him. Weakly pushing himself up on shaking arms, he glared at the screen and quietly wheezed out, "Rewards."

Relief filled him. Good. It was the same as yesterday. 'Full Recovery', which he made instant use of and so in the blink of an eye stopped feeling like he was on death's doorstep. Stat points, which he added to strength this time, thus evening out stamina and strength. Tomorrow, he'd add the three points to stamina again.

And then there was the 'Mystery Box'.

Licking his lips, he watched as it tumbled out of thin air in front of him. He dragged it to him and opened, not even bothering to check it over this time. He'd gotten water out of the last box and now he needed... he needed—

Crackers?

"Crackers?" he asked himself, taking out the full box. He rattled it in his hands. It was just... an ordinary box, like those that could be found in stores. Nothing special about it. He turned it around in his hands, quickly reading the text on the backside, but there was really nothing of note.

And he was hungry. He was so incredibly hungry. He'd manage to save most of the water he'd gotten from the last box, earlier today, by drinking the last of the water that he'd walked into this Dungeon with in the first place. And then he'd ignored his thirst in favor of completing the daily quest as quickly as possible. But his hunger was another beast, one that even full recovery apparently couldn't sate.

He summoned his water bottle from the inventory, and opened the box of crackers. It was a big box, at least.

Crunching down on them, he nibbled his way slowly through four crackers, barely making a dent in his hunger but at least easing it somewhat. Making it more bearable. He took small, periodic sips of the water, and forced himself not to waste it all instantly. It needed to last until tomorrow, until the clock for the daily quest would reset and he could complete it again. (If it gave him what he needed to survive then. Then water should be first on the list.)

The 'Mystery Box' was his only means of survival right now, so he had exercise restraint. Even though it hurt all the way down to his soul. Even though his mouth salivated when he looked at the crackers left. Even though his stomach was so miserably empty.

"This sucks," he muttered, frowning down at the box. He shook it a little, watching passively as the crackers inside danced. He could barely restrain the urge to hug the box to his chest like a teddy bear.

Shaking his head somewhat and sighing, he put away the box and bottle into his inventory, climbing to his feet. It was time for him to start actually doing something now, time for him to stop sitting in a corner and feeling sorry for himself. That wouldn't help him survive.

The chamber he was in was ridiculously huge, easily several full-scale soccer arenas with a ceiling so high he couldn't even see it. The memories he had of it were so distant they seemed more like a dream than anything, though he remembered the fires casting light everywhere and the horror when the statues had started killing them. There were no torches lit now, though, which meant that he had to rely on his own human vision to look around. And he couldn't even use the flashlight because it would simply cancel out the way his vision had by now grown accustomed to the darkness.

It wasn't great, but it was better then the little he could see with the flashlight.

He walked to the altar first. It was just like he'd left it, his own blood still staining it. Dried though it was, he imagined that he could smell the scent of it when he was this close. His eyes shut and his eyebrows furrowed when he remembered the events that had transpired here, the betrayal he'd suffered as a thanks for saving the others.

Never again, he thought.

(Well, it wasn't like he would be getting out of here anytime soon so it was kind of a moot point. But still.

Never again.)

Placing his hand on the stone, he stroked it carefully, feeling the ridges and dips in the work. Some of it had cracked, small fissures forming in the stone that nobody had bothered to fix. Moss was growing up the sides of it and—wait, could he eat the moss?

He glanced at the god statue. It was sitting on the throne expressionlessly, it's large eyes gazing down on him. But it wasn't doing anything. It was just... looking. Large eyes gazing steadily at him, silent but endlessly watchful. Like he was an amusing show, something to keep the boredom away. ...Could gods even get bored? Could Dungeon monsters get bored?

Jin-Woo gulped. He bent down and tore out a large strip of moss from the stone, clenching his hand around it. There was no screen that popped up with it, presumably because it didn't come from a 'Mystery Box'. So there was no way for him to tell if it was safe to eat or not.

He held it up to his face and tore off a small piece that didn't have any dirt on it. Then, frowning, he cautiously placed it on his tongue.

The taste was an odd combination of sugary sweet and unpleasant. Maybe it was a totally normal taste for moss, he'd never eaten any before. But it was so sweet that it stung his tongue, and he scowled as he chewed on it. It was not something he would eat if he had any other option, but he wasn't going to look a gift horse in the mouth. There was a lot of moss in this chamber, even in just the fraction of the space he'd been running in. It would at least help relieve some of the burden on the 'Mystery Box', especially since the box had so far only given him one object at a time.

He swallowed the moss and took another bite of it. While he ate, he continued to walk and examine the immediate area. There wasn't a lot he could do without some more tools, but he knocked on the walls and scuffed his feet on the floor, making sure it was secure. He wasn't going far from the little corner he'd designated as his; the place where he intended to continue sleeping at, essentially.

Jin-Woo stopped in front of the statues. The smaller ones, though no less terrifying, with the weapons that had hunted them so effectively. It stood still before him, merely unmoving stone. There was no reaction to his presence, not even when he tapped on it with a finger.

He swallowed another batch of moss and grimaced, the taste clinching to the inside of his mouth.

But he was still hungry. So he continued to eat, despite the punishing taste and the even worse aftertaste. He ate until he finally felt full, and the relief of not being hungry was so great that his eyes watered, and he sniffled quietly.

Clapping his hands to get rid of the dirt, he returned to his claimed corner of the chamber. He sat down, letting his back make contact with the stone wall, and breathed calmly as he tried to sort out his thoughts. For the first time in days, he felt somewhat normal, and like he might be able to approach his current... situation, logically.

So. He laid out all the facts he knew.

First, he was trapped in a Dungeon with no way out. But then, he hadn't explored the whole chamber, so who knew, there might be another door somewhere. He should look through the whole place, when he felt a little better. Tomorrow, maybe.

Two, he had been bound to some kind of video game system, presumably the action of the god statue that still demanded worship, though so far he at least hadn't had to prove his faith again. That would not be fun. His singing seemed like it was about to get lots of practice, if the god statue demanded praise as often as he suspected. He might be heading onto the path of becoming a songwriter, if a pretty mediocre one.

Three, he had extremely limited resources. So far the moss hadn't made him sick, so though it tasted horribly, it would at least feed him. But at the moment, he was depending on the 'Mystery Box' to provide food and water, so he needed to make sure he always finished the daily quest, no exceptions. It was too soon for him to know if the stat points made any real difference, but hopefully, those weren't useless.

And he had noticed that he was currently 'Level 1'. Which implied that he might be able to level up. And if he got to a high enough level, possibly... he might possibly be strong enough to force the chamber doors' open.

Hopefully.

It was a plan, at least. A tiny, barely useful, plan. But it was a course of action he could follow, and that was worth its weight in gold to him right now. It was a life-line, a map of his future that would allow his mind the relief of not panicking constantly from uncertainty.

"I'm not screwed," he mumbled. He wasn't. He could make his way back to his family, back to his sister and mother. He wouldn't be trapped here forever. This place wouldn't kill him.

His hands clenched harshly by his sides and he looked up, making eye-contact with the god statue.

Grinning, Jin-Woo announced, "I'm not screwed."

C2

As soon as midnight struck and the daily quest reset, Jin-Woo was up and moving. He began with the squats, his breathing getting harsher and harsher from effort and his muscles beginning to quake. He pushed through, knowing that whatever the mystery box would give him, he needed it.

He'd fallen asleep not long after eating all that moss, and he'd slept for hours. It was an unsettled sleep, yes, one where he'd woken up multiple times, dazed and confused, but it was still sleeping. It still eased his mind and took away some of the exhaustion that so furiously dogged his footsteps, allowed him to attack the daily quest with renewed vigor.

Sleeping for so long, when he'd woken up, he'd naturally felt better than he had in days. His mind was the clearest it'd been since entering the Dungeon, and he was sure he was ready now.

Ready for the tremendous effort it'd take to escape this place.

He raced through the rest of the daily quest and when he was done, he flopped, boneless, to the floor. His mind was blissfully blank as he laid there and stared up at the ceiling, chest heaving with painful breaths. He hadn't dared to test yet what counted as running or how slow he could really go, because there was no energy that could be spared toward it, which meant that he'd run as fast as he could the whole way, albeit at least at a steady pace.

"Rewards," he ordered when his breathing had calmed down and his mouth worked again. Despite the fact that it was deceivingly simple, this training was far more straining than any other training he'd ever done. And as an E-rank, he'd had to train a lot just to be able to beat the weakest monsters. Ambushes could only do so much.

(It was probably the lack of food and water. But there was nothing he could do about that.)

'Full Recovery' kicked in first. All three points were dropped on the stamina stat again, and tomorrow he'd drop the next ones on strength. And then came the 'Mystery Box', the sole reason for his continued to survival.

Jin-Woo watched anxiously as it materialized. He grunted as he shoved himself into a sitting position, dragging himself to the box. Next to it, he flicked it open and stared down.

It was a key.

A golden key with floating text above it. It was a 'key to Hapjeong Subway Station's Instance Dungeon' could roughly be understood from the text on the screen. Jin-Woo's eyes narrowed and he gulped as he grabbed the key, his gaze sliding toward the chamber's doors. Saliva pooled in his mouth. The mystery box... wouldn't give him this key if he couldn't use it, would it? No, it would give him other stuff, like food and water, in that case. Which meant...

His head swiveled to the god statue. "Did you do this?" he demanded, realizing a second too late that it was monumentally stupid of him to talk to it like that.

He was right, of course. The god statue's eyes began to glow and Jin-Woo moved to his knees instantly, bowing down so fast that his forehead hit the floor with a loud thud. He cursed himself in his head while out loud, he said, "Please forgive this foolish one, my Lord, I simply meant to ask if this is a gift from this one's great and mighty Lord."

Nothing happened—the fire that spewed from the statues eyes didn't come. Peeking up, Jin-Woo exhaled softly when he saw that the glow in the statue's eyes had been reduced back to the normal low-level light. He waited another few seconds before he began to sit up again.

His eyes fell on the key once more. Swallowing a batch of saliva, he picked it up and turned it around and around, studying it. Aside from the fact that it was made of gold and comically large, it seemed like just a normal key. It wasn't even that heavy, the metal warm in his hands and the text above it following it's motions.

His hand clenched around it. He stood up, brushing the dirt off his torn pants as he did so. He was holding the key so tightly that it hurt, but he couldn't even imagine letting go. What if he lost it? What if he could never get it back? No, no, better keep a tight grip.

Glancing at the chamber doors, his breath caught in his throat.

And he ran.

How could he do anything else? The key was the only hope he'd had since he woke up here, forgotten and left behind. So what if it didn't work—he needed to try. Just try. He could cry later when nothing happened but for now, he reached the door and nearly slammed into it. His hand shook around the key and he looked desperately for a keyhole.

He found one. And he put the key in. And the key turned.

His eyes so wide they were watering, he slowly, slowly pressed the door open. And outside... outside was Hapjeong Station.

But it was abandoned.

He didn't look back when he walked through the doorway, heading out into the unknown without the slightest bit of hesitation. His feet beat on the ground as stepped further in, the silence echoing around him. It was bigger than he'd ever seen it be, the lack of people distortion his sense of reality.

Jin-Woo stopped in the middle of the empty station, breathing in the musky air. Smiling, he approached one of the storefronts and looked through the window, squinting as he tried to make out any details. It appeared empty from this side, nothing on the other side of the glass. The rest of the station seemed just as empty from his limited viewpoint.

The air was dank and stale, all the lights turned off. There were no traces of people, layers of dust on every surface. In one of the stores, he found an old coat-hanger laying abandoned on the floor. He picked it up, weighing it in his hands. He probably couldn't get a lot of force from this, but it was better than nothing.

Especially because he'd found animal tracks.

He breathed deeply through his nose, forcing his thoughts to stay slow and calm. It was a Dungeon, the key's information had said, and it'd been stupid of him to go in expecting anything other than a fight for his life. Previous evidence suggested that he wouldn't get the key if there wasn't something here that he needed, something that would help him—though that evidence was only two previous mystery boxes. Perhaps that was too little data to draw a conclusion from.

With the coat-hanger in his hands, Jin-Woo exited the empty store he'd been in. He squared his shoulder back, moving into a ready position so he could defend him more easily. Vigilantly, he moved ahead.

He needed to find the exit. He didn't know from kind of doorway he'd really come out of, but it wasn't the station's proper exit. If he could find it! If it worked! Then he could escape the Double Dungeon!

He shook his head and narrowed his eyes as he looked into the darkness surrounding him. Concentrate. He needed to concentrate. If he let his guard down, that would be it; it would really be Game Over. No more Sung Jin-Woo, no more chances for him to return to his sister. He'd be lost to a Dungeon, just like his father.

He nodded to himself. He kept going.

When the first wolf attacked, Jin-Woo was ready. He swung the coat-hanger, banging it into the wolf's head and stunning it temporarily. It was stunned long enough for him to get in another swing and after that—it was a mindless fight for survival.

There was no room for error, no room for anything other instincts. Jin-Woo had no proper weapons, and the road back was cut off. All he could do was forge ahead, forsaking his health for the chance to come out the other side of this fight, the next fight, the fight after that, still breathing. No room for thinking. No room for anything other than pain.

He leveled up. And when the last wolf died, Jin-Woo leveled up again. Glaring at the screen, he huffed as his body once again fully recovered from all the strain he'd put it through. But it was good to know. Good to know that when he advanced a level, his body would automatically fully recover. And good to know that all his stats went up by one point with every level up.

Even though he'd almost died a few times, the information was worth it.

Jin-Woo huffed and wiped the blood from his face. He glared down at the corpses by his feet, kicking the closest wolf lightly. It didn't budge. He almost wondered if he could take the corpse with him back to the Dungeon, if he could eat the meat of these things.

He'd keep going, find the exit first, but if it didn't pan out... he'd investigate the possibly of taking the meat, if not just the whole corpse. ...Could he put the corpse into his inventory?

He scuffed his foot on the floor and glanced at the shining tooth in the wolf's mouth. It'd been shining for a while now and his curiosity ate at him. Would it keep shining if he took it? Could he collect shining teeth and use them as torches in the Dungeon? That would actually be kind of cool, if maybe somewhat tasteless.

The screen was still displaying the same message, too. Did he want to collect the loot?

Yes. Yes, he did.

With a ping, all the loot was collected. The screen informed him that it was now all in his inventory. Ten wolf fangs (though unfortunately, they appeared to no longer be shining) and a bunch of levels gained.

The stat points alone... he could feel his strength increasing while he was fighting. It became easier and easier to beat the wolves, his punches more and more powerful. This place—this place could make him stronger far faster than the daily quest. If he remembered right, leveling up was the easiest as a newbie. Which meant that he might never have a chance like this again, a chance to become significantly stronger in just one Dungeon.

Right then. There wasn't really another option.

Time to go hunting.

It took hours, making his way up and down the two floors (that he dared to go through, there was another level that made shivers travel down his spine), just hunting down the wolves and other monsters that attacked him again and again. They even respawned, like this really was a video game.

"What a joke," he muttered, flicking the blood off his hands. He rubbed his eyes, glancing over his stat screen. His level had gone up again, at least, fully recovering him from all the fighting. But he didn't think another trip through the next floor would result in a new level; it had taken him much too long just to reach this level. At this point, he had probably reached the cap of what (what was it called?) grinding could get him.

He shook his head and cracked his neck, narrowing his eyes. He summoned one of the wolf fangs from his inventory and weighed it in his hands. The system told him that he could sell it, but he was on the fence about it. Some, maybe, but the fangs were the only thing even resembling weapons that he had.

He should at least see if they were useful before he got rid of them.

In front of the entrance to the lowest level in the subway station, he stopped. Frowning, he bit down on his lip and worried it, his tongue poking at it distractedly. The sensation he got from down there wasn't anywhere near as overwhelming as in the Double Dungeon and the horror of the god statue, but it was undoubtedly stronger than anything else he'd met here.

Was he really going to do this? Was he really going to risk his life, go down there and fight whatever horrible beast that was responsible for this heavy pressure? Was he really going to take his chances on this weird system?

"Let's do this," he said, trying to sound determined and brave. He gripped the wolf fang tightly and descended down the stairs.

The air got heavier, the dark blacker, the silence quieter. Here, it seemed, all life had been pulled from the paint, from the floor, from the very air itself. Jin-Woo continued on, forcing his feet to keep going, because this was the last step. If he killed this thing, leveled up again, then maybe even if there wasn't a way out through this station, he could still escape the Double Dungeon. Maybe he would be strong enough to force the doors open on his own.

The train tracks were covered by water, like a river had formed in its place. Barely a second after he'd stepped up to it, he was attacked by some kind of snake-eel thing.

The text above its head was red.

The following fight was the worst one yet. Jin-Woo's fang broke when it struck the beast's neck and he had to summon another. His reflexes, honed through hundreds (thousands) of life-and-death fights was the only thing to save him, but even that didn't protect him entirely. His body was pushed to its breaking point as he viciously fought the creature, eventually—somehow—managing to stab two wolf fangs into its eyes. It died not long after that.

He came out the other side of this Instance Dungeon with a new title (Wolf Assassin), a new weapon (Kasaka's Poison Dagger) a new level (he was level seventeen now) and two new skills, one passive (Dark Vision level one) and the other active (Dash level one).

Gaining the new level enabled the effect 'Full Recovery' so as he trudged through the station looking for the exit, he was at least in one piece.

If covered in more blood than he'd thought a human body could hold.

No monsters had respawned this time. He assumed that that was due to the death of the Boss. If this was a normal Dungeon, the death of the Boss would cause it to close. But so far there had been no quakes signifying the Dungeon was about to close, just an utter stillness as the abandoned station was abruptly empty of all life except for him.

It was unsettling. Jin-Woo held his new dagger in steady hands and made his way up the floors. He followed the crumbling signs to the exit and then he was looking out at Seoul, nighttime. Dozens of people were walking on the streets, walking down into Hapjeong Station and disappearing as they crossed an invisible divide.

They couldn't hear him screaming. They couldn't see him waving his hands in front of them. They couldn't cross the divide. They couldn't interact with the Dungeon.

And Jin-Woo couldn't get out.

He banged on the line, on the divide, on the invisible wall he'd quite literally run into. His muscles strained as he pushed against the ground, trying to get leverage to force his way through. But his weight did nothing to it.

It was just another type of lock. Just another way he was trapped.

And while he pushed and pushed and pushed, the Dungeon around him began to fall apart. It disintegrated into air, section after section simply ceasing to exist.

"No, no, no," he muttered under his breath, desperately trying. He ignored the system messages that popped up, ignored the muscles aching from the effort, ignored the heartbeat thudding loudly in his ears. His chest heaved, his lungs constricting and his eyes watering. He bit through his lip, blood staining his tongue.

It was not enough. None of it was enough. The Dungeon was collapsing and he couldn't get out this way. He couldn't escape. All that was left... all that was left was returning to the Double Dungeon.

"Fuck you," he spat at the system screen. It didn't react, just sitting there and warning him that he had to leave the Dungeon before it disappeared. Taunting him, almost.

(His hands bled from hard he'd hit the divide.)

He took a step back. Another. Finally, he began to run back the way he'd come, his feet slapping the floor and echoing in the silence. His heart raced in his chest, anger burning through his veins as he was forced to return to his prison.

The worst thing about the space he was in disintegrating was the fact that it did so silently, without a single noise. It just vanished, with no evidence that it had ever existed in the first place. Where there had once been something there was now only nothingness, an absence so keen that it hurt to look at it. It was like a piece of the universe had been deleted, someone mistyping and then removing it.

"Fuck you," he swore again when he reached the Double Dungeon's entrance, standing wide open and waiting for him.

Yeah. Fuck it all.


The Double Dungeon's chamber was just as he'd left it. His things from a lifetime ago had been left in his corner, still laying there untouched.

His hands ached, the wounds on them pulsing. His shook them, cursing below his breath as he wondered whether he needed to clean them or not. If they got infected, it should be fixed the next time his body fully recovered, so there was no real reason to waste precious water on them.

Even if they stung.

He scowled as he sat down. As soon as he'd entered the chamber again, the unrelenting focus of the god statue's gaze had fallen on him, the awareness of the eyes staring at him enough to make his stomach queasy and his hands tremble. Forcefully, Jin-Woo shut down all his emotions and restrained the instinct to duck his head and pray the monster didn't notice him, knowing it was already far too late.

His tiny corner in the chamber was barely a fraction of the entire room. It was too big for him to even really comprehend, and though his vision had gotten better (he suspected the skill 'Dark Vision' was at fault for that) he still couldn't see the end of it from here. It was so big that it seemed to defy reality itself.

He summoned the box of crackers from his inventory, munching down on one mulishly. His scowl only deepened as he ate, the crackers doing nothing for his hunger. To properly convey his dissatisfaction in a way that wouldn't get him killed by a murderous god, he bit down with far more force then was necessary on the cracker.

It didn't really help, but it made him feel a bit better. His cheeks puffed out as he ate, careful to not eat too many even in his anger. He couldn't afford to lose them all yet.

No, in order to actually sate his hunger completely, he ate moss again.

When he was done, he swallowed a few sips of water, smacking his lips and sighing. He put the bottle back in his inventory before he gave in to temptation and drank the rest. It really seemed like dehydration was what was going to kill him if he couldn't manage to find a way to get water from anything other than mystery boxes.

Speaking of mystery boxes. The rewards for clearing the Instance Dungeon was the same normal rewards for completing the daily quest. Which meant; three stat points, full recovery, and a mystery box.

"Accept all," he said. The mystery box immediately appeared in front of him. He hummed when he looked at it. From the outside, it didn't look any different from any other misery box he'd gotten so far. He peeked at the god statue before he picked it up, but the statue was still just expressionlessly staring at him. No help there.

Jin-Woo opened the box. His eyes widened. A smile lit up his face. His hands itched. Exhilaration filled him.

The box dematerialized as soon as it was opened, leaving only a large jug of water behind. It was one of those gigantic ones that you bought in case you ever went days without water. And the text above it confirmed his suspicions. There was fifty liters of water in it.

His face ached from how wide he was smiling, his heart vaulting in his chest, his stomach full of butterflies. This was... this was. It just was.

He put it in his inventory before temptation would get to him. Licking his lips, he laughed quietly to himself. Then he faced the god statue and bowed, his voice clear and loud as he said, "Thank you for allowing this one to live, my Lord."

He didn't have any evidence that the god statue was responsible for the system, or the rewards he received for completing missions. There was nothing to point to the god statue's involvement, and there was no reason to suspect it was at fault for all of this. But there was also no reason why it couldn't be the responsible party. There was no evidence either way and Jin-Woo was trapped with this thing and so, he chose to err on the side of caution.

He would assume that the god statue was the system's creator until proven otherwise. Lest it might kill him for not showing his gratefulness and properly worshiping it.

Should he try singing something again? He couldn't remember what he'd sang yesterday, the entire event a blur to his memory. Making up lyrics... was not his strong points. Making up lyrics where he praised and worshipped a murderous god even less so.

Still. It would probably kill him if he didn't.

Puffing out his cheeks, he tried to think of a way to start. "The night..." his eyebrows furrowed. "is an ember lighting the way. The dark is a vision of things to come, the Lord whose presence us will grace. When things are light, the shadows will rise. There is nothing to fear when the monster's on your side."

He took a deep breath and continued, "Worry not, for the Lord is wise. Our mighty strength will never fade, and our dreams will never die. The Lord sees all, knows that which is unknown. Worry not, for the Lord is wise and will never die."

Falling silent, Jin-Woo waited to see how the statue would react. He was not disappointed—the statue was looking right at him, the gaze no longer so oppressing. Oh, it was overwhelming, the eyes itching on his skin. But it was not the unrelenting force of nature that it'd been when it had risen from its seat and stomped on the ants that had displeased it. It was not the murderous gaze spelling out Jin-Woo's painful and inevitable doom.

His breath shuddering, he broke eye contact first. Instead, he rose to his feet. Despite the fact that he'd just spent hours in an Instance Dungeon fighting for his life (right after the daily quest, too), his body felt refreshed and light. He added the stat points to his agility stat while he moved, understanding what it did now after he'd been in actual fights.

He was going to explore some more of the chamber. So far, he'd contained himself to one very specific corner of the chamber, one that was basically as close to the door and as far away from the god statue that he could get. It was right in the corner, so he had walls on two sides, thereby limiting the directions that attacks could come from.

It was frightening, to leave the small corner of familiarity that he had in here. Even though the rest of the chamber would probably look pretty much the same, it was unnerving. Jin-Woo's steps were small and hesitant as he walked further in, glancing at the god statue from time to time to make sure he wasn't going to get incinerated. He walked around the altar, going further in then he ever had before.

Like he'd suspected, there wasn't a lot to see. The majority of the chamber was empty, save for the statues, with his voice echoing eerily when he said something. The ceiling was too high, the walls too far apart, the floor too even.

He couldn't help but wonder who had built this place. What kind of civilization had made the statues?

(What came first, the god or the worshippers?)

Lowering his gaze, he looked ahead. There was no fabric of any kind anywhere, and floor was the same height the entire area he'd walked. Never any stairs, or even any inclines. Just the same flat ground. But when he approached the walls, he saw something that he'd never noticed before.

There were drawings on the walls. Specifically, carvings. They were high, so high that Jin-Woo couldn't see the top of them, but there were thousands. Moss was growing in some of them, other had cracks and fissures running through them, but they were still breathtaking in their simplicity.

What they were meant to represent, Jin-Woo couldn't know. But there were so many of them, one after another, that it almost made him dizzy.

There was no way for him to track time in here. No daylight, no watch. The only way he knew a day had gone by was when the daily quest reset. Thanks to that, he could at least keep track of how long he'd been here, of how long he'd left his sister alone. He was simultaneously grateful and furious about it.

He got tired, eventually. Sleepily, he returned to his own corner and laid down. He curled into a ball, cursing the fact that he didn't have a blanket or at least a pillow. If it wasn't for 'Full Recovery' he didn't doubt that he'd be having some serious neck problems.

Maybe one day that shop thing would open and he'd be able to buy small stuff like that. It shouldn't be too expensive, right?

C3

Things didn't really change after the Instance Dungeon. Every one of Jin-Woo's stats had jumped up with at least sixteen points as a result of his level rising so much, but that was really it. Aside from that, everything was the same. Jin-Woo woke up, completed the daily quest, got something from the mystery box that he needed (a lunchbox, a bag of chips, a hoodie, a deck of cards, a book, a bag of candies—among others), explored the chamber, bowed to the god statue and fumbled through more songs than he wanted to count.

The routine of it all was the most terrifying part. Somehow, while Jin-Woo wasn't paying attention, it had all become so mundane. Everything had it's place, everything happened in order. There was no variation. It felt like he was in a time loop, all the days blending into each other.

What was there to do here? He was grateful for the card deck, it at least kept his mind occupied. With time, completing the daily quest became easier and easier, and he had more and more free time with nothing to occupy his mind. It was kind of bewildering, that the mystery box had recognized the need for mental stimulation.

The boredom was always slow and agonizing when it came.

But—there was nothing he could do about it.

"Go fish," he told the god statue, who didn't move a muscle in response. Jin-Woo was almost starting to think that it had been frozen like that, that it could no longer move now when the Dungeon had closed. Maybe it had all been his imagination, from the very beginning.

But also, he was bored out of his mind.

He stretched out and took a card to place on the pile that belonged to the god statue. Then he looked at his own cards, frowning. "Do you have any eights?" he asked, already knowing the answer. He deepened his voice as he answered himself, "Go fish, peasant."

It felt like something a murderous god would say. Or maybe it would say, "Go fish, ant." Yeah, that seemed to fit better.

He went fishing. He found an eight! Then it was the god statue's turn; "I demand your kings, ant."

Honestly, if it wasn't for his boredom blanketing him like a shield, he probably would have died from embarrassment two days ago, when he got the card deck and started doing this. The god statue was still staring, after all, ever watchful. Even though he was all the way back in his little corner, every time he glanced up, he would see those eyes just looking.


A/N: And that's where I stopped! We'll see if I ever finish that rewrite XD

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: Tight-rope (Manga)
  • Relationship: Oohara Ryuunosuke/Satoya Naoki
  • Characters: Oohara Ryuunosuke, Satoya Naoki
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet, Fluff, Dorks in Love, Established Relationship
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 1314
  • Published on AO3: 2023-05-24

Notes: For Small Fandom Fest 33, Prompt: Tight-Rope (manga/OVA), Ryuunosuke/Naoki, the members of the Oohara group/assorted yakuza having a quiet (or not) delighted, relieved party when Naoki agrees (demands) to stay with Ryuunosuke ('the next boss' impulse control swore an oath to stay forever! WOO!')

Disclaimer: I do not own Tight-rope or any associated trademarks.


Because Ryuunosuke is actually fairly predictable, he clings onto Naoki as they walk through the hallway, resting nearly his whole weight on Naoki's shoulders. Naoki, with the grace of somebody who's long since gotten used to things exactly like this, continues to walk on entirely uninterrupted. The crew of about fifty people discreetly following them step-by-step observe their every move, whispering between each other while Naoki ignores everything they say. This, too, he is fairly used to.

To put it kindly, they're not very subtle.

Naoki supposes that it makes sense; Ryuunosuke is a product of his upbringing, after all, and he must have gotten his utter lack of shame and inability to hide his feelings from somewhere. They're a lot alike, in that way—Ryuunosuke's feeling are just as loud as his dozens of 'brothers'.

As they turn a corner, there's a stampede behind them, followed by the sounds of multiple people falling on the floor and getting crushed beneath the weight of their compatriots. Naoki pinches the bridge of his nose for the briefest of seconds, his veneer of apathy momentarily breaking. Ryuunosuke tries to kiss his cheek, as they've stopped moving, and Naoki plants his hand on Ryuu's face and pushes him back. "Naoooo~" Ryuu whines in his ear, and when Naoki deigns to give him a spare moments attention, Ryuu lights up like a Christmas tree.

Naoki sighs again. "Not now," he says as somebody snaps a photo, the sound loud in the hallway, which is then followed by multiple people swearing and shushing each other. Naoki's eyebrow twitches and Ryuu blushes while giving the guys behind them a thumbs up.

They walk off again, and every single person they pass literally throws themselves out of their paths. Naoki has developed a pretty substantial eye-twitch by the time they reach a room that could be described as a common room. It's a hangout place, more than anything, and for once it's entirely devoid of people. Naoki glances at every nook and cranny but there really is nobody here and it's odd enough he murmurs, "Where is everybody, do you think?" to Ryuu.

Ryuu hums, hugging him tightly. They sit plastered together because Ryuu is still full of emotions and Naoki has learned which battles are worth fighting. "Naooo~" Ryuu lies down with his head on Naoki's lap, and Naoki brushes his fingers through the soft strands of hair. Ryuu's eyes shut, hie expression smoothing out into something resembling peace and against his wishes Naoki's heart skips a beat. It's really rather unfair, he thinks, how handsome Ryuu is. Even when he's blushing like a schoolgirl, when he's in the middle of a fight, when he's furious or when he's filled with so much joy he's bursting at the seams, he's always handsome. Unbearably so.

Sometimes, Naoki can hardly stand looking at him.

Somebody tries to sneak into the room while they're distracted, crawling along the floor until they get to a long line of cupboards along one of the walls. Naoki whistles, even though he objectively isn't any good it, to overpower the noises behind him so he can pretend that nothing is happening. His eyebrow twitches when something hits the floor, a clattering noise ringing out through the room and disturbing Ryuu's rest. Naoki closes Ryuu's eyes with his free hand, then pinches Ryuu's cheek just because he can. Ryuu pouts, but he's handsome even then so Naoki doesn't let go.

When the other noises in the room stop and the door has been shut again, Naoki exhales. He looks down at his... Ryuu. He looks down at his Ryuu and watches the eyelashes trembling, the long shadows they cast over Ryuu's cheeks, the gentle light washing over him from above. Gazes at the pink lips for a disconcertingly long moment, the movement of the eyelashes, eyes the hair falling over Ryuu's forehead.

"Nao?" Ryuu opens his eyes, gazing up at him, expression so open and trusting that Naoki aches. Down to his bones, reaching into his lungs, and he can't help but lean down and press a soft kiss to Ryuu's lips. He feels Ryuu's smile, a large hand land on his nape and pull him down further, tilting his head until the kiss is distinctly dirtier than Naoki had intended. In cold-blooded revenge, he thusly pinches Ryuu's side.

"Meanie!" Ryuu ends the kiss and pouts at him, bottom lip jutting out. It shouldn't be adorable, damn it.

Naoki says, "We should find your brothers before they do something stupid."

Ryuu rolls his eyes, pout diminishing when Naoki isn't paying him single-minded attention. "I guess," he drawls, eyebrows furrowing. But he tellingly doesn't move a muscle to get up, so Naoki rolls his eyes and pinches Ryuu's side again. This time, Ryuu does actually get up—amidst much grumbling.

"They're just throwing a party," Ryuu mutters as they head out, Naoki holding out his hand. Ryuu grins, then, grabbing it and squeezing it so tightly his bones scrape together. Naoki hides his grimace and continue to lead the way. He doesn't need to guess where the party is; there's a designated party room for all celebrations and, as expected, there's a guard on the look out who straightens when he spots them coming. He runs up to them. "Godaime!" he calls, trying to stand in their way to stall their progress.

Ryuu completely ignores him, pushing him out of the way. Naoki waves at him behind Ryuu's back, but the guy follows them all the way to the entrance. The preparations are almost done, Naoki notes. The banners are up, the alcohol is out, the cookies and cakes have been placed on a long table.

One of the guys hanging up the last banner—CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR MARRIAGE—spots them and falls off the ladder, pointing at them like they're ghosts. It is, in Naoki's humble opinion, a rather severe overreaction.

"Son," Ryuu's father pops out of nowhere, putting a hand on Ryuu's shoulder. "I'm proud of you," he says, voice grave.

"Thanks," Ryuu chirps and walks off, dragging Naoki along to the cakes. Naoki tries to bow to Ryuu's dad as he goes but it's a little difficult and admittedly he doesn't try very hard. He spots his uncle while Ryuu's feeding him red velvet cake, and his uncle gives him a teary thumbs up. Naoki stares at him with the most expressionless face he can muster but sadly his uncle actually knows him and so all he does is pull out a professional-grade camera and start snapping pictures. Naoki ignores it after a moment, attention caught by Ryuu's hand as he gets another piece of cake on the sparkling spoon.

There's movement around them and for a moment he's entirely too distracted by Ryuu to pay it any attention whatsoever, but on the third bite of cake he finally tears his gaze off Ryuu and looks at the crowd. He recognizes every single person; he's know most of them for years. There's always someone in the background when he's with Ryuu and it's only recently that they've distanced themselves more when they're in public.

"Congratulations!" someone calls, the voice lost in the cacophony of cheers around them, about four cameras recording their every move. Ryuu's father is standing by Naoki's uncle, talking quietly while Ryuu's mother hovers in the background, a glowing smile on her pretty face. Naoki even spots his mother trying to sneak into the room—and utterly failing as multiple people greet her and show off the pictures they've taken, proud smiles all around. Somebody sets off party poppers, and someone else turns on deafeningly loud music, disco ball mysteriously appearing on the ceiling.

In the end, Naoki supposes that he brought this upon himself—he is the one that drank the wine first.

And it's a bond stronger than marriage, after all.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: Naruto (Anime/Manga)
  • Relationship: Hatake Sakumo/Orochimaru, Orochimaru & Original Characters
  • Characters: Orochimaru, Sarutobi Hiruzen, Original Characters, ANBU Root
  • Additional Tags: AU - Canon Divergence, Accidental Power Acquisition, Accidental Orochimary Redemption, Implied/Referenced Human Experimentation
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 3863
  • Published on AO3: 2017-11-27

Notes: One of the first things I posted on AO3 XD

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any associated trademarks.


It began kind of like this:

Takahashi Yu was five years old when his parents died. Soon after, he was left at Konoha's orphanage, just one of dozens of children whose parents had been lost to war. His parents had both been tokubetsu jounin, good enough at their chosen specialties to be sent to the frontline, but not good enough to survive. They were both from civilian families and Yu had no-one once they were gone. At five years old, it seemed like the end of the world.

Once he was six, he started at the shinobi academy together with almost all of the other orphans his age. He didn't excel and he didn't particularly stand out, being painfully average in almost everything. Everything but genjutsu, that is.

It seemed that he'd inherited his mother's talent with it.

He was nine when he graduated from the academy just slightly above average, never able to succeed enough to truly stand out.

He was never given a team.

By the time he was ten, Takahashi Yu had ceased to exist. Instead there was 104, a shinobi working for Root who had already started taking assassination missions.

(Except it didn't start like that.)

No, maybe it was more like this:

At eight years old, Shun was already a veteran of Root. It was where he grew up, everything he knew. He could make his way through the base blindfolded (had done so before actually) and knew every single rule that was to be followed like the back of his hand. Lately though, lately, he'd found himself starting to doubt them. He'd gotten a roommate.

Jun was two years younger then him, a girl and had just completed her training.

She was bright-eyed and had a sense of innocence about her that confused him. She listened to every word he said like he was her superior and followed behind his every step. She liked flowers because they reminded her of her mother—who was sick in the hospital and Shun found himself wondering what exactly a mother did—and she had two younger brothers who both idolized her as well as a father that was a retired jounin. She'd joined Root because Danzo-sama promised he would pay for her mother's treatment.

She died exactly three years, two months and five days after she became his roommate on her ninth mission when she protected her teammate instead of retreating.

Suddenly, their (his) room was terribly empty. Suddenly, he couldn't look at Danzo-sama when he gave his reports anymore. Suddenly, he found himself carefully observing the shinobi whose life she'd saved, for the first time in years feeling anger when it didn't seem to have mattered to them. Suddenly, he got a weird feeling in his chest whenever he saw the new recruits. Suddenly, things were different.

Shun met Orochimaru of the Sannin for the first time at age thirteen.

(No, no, this isn't it either. Rewind a bit more and perhaps... yes, something like this.)

Kira was a civilian before she was recruited for Root.

She grew up in the red lights district, her mother dead by the time she was four from disease and her father unknown. She had no siblings or close friends, no-one that would miss her should she suddenly go missing and was young enough that she could still be shaped into something useful, even if she was to old to be accepted at the academy for ninjas. All of this made her ideal and she was twelve when she moved into the base below the Hokage mountain.

She didn't leave it for eighteen months.

When she finally did, it was without a name, just a number, a katana in her hand and a mission that she could not fail.

She failed.

Failed, failed, failed.

(It was such an ugly word, how had she never realized that before?)

She returned to the base without the scroll she had been sent to retrieve, bloodied and sore and filled with a fear she had been taught not to acknowledge. There was a limp when she walked, a hitch in her breath that pointed towards broken ribs and somewhere along the way, she'd lost her katana.

She reported her failure to Danzo-sama, of course she did, and it was the first time she didn't resent him, when he told her that he still had a use for her.

Four days later, healed but for the bruises, she reported to her new superior in a smaller base and watched with a detached sort of curiosity as Orochimaru—of the Sannin and even she had heard of him and his legendary team—cut someone open on a metal table, pulled them apart and put them back together again.

She was fifteen when she once again became Kira.

(Hmm... better, but not good enough. How about this?)

Matsumoto Naoki was painfully shy, even at eleven.

He never looked anyone in the eyes, was never within touching distance and his looks were generic, brown hair, tanned skin and grey eyes. His genin team didn't know what to make of him and their teacher didn't have the time to solve anything personal as they were scouts. Both his parents were still alive and in good health.

Naoki was of no special interest to anyone, much less Shimura Danzo.

Then he returned three weeks late from a standard mission that had devolved into a good old-fashioned ambush by Iwa, dragging the dead body of his jounin sensei behind him.

Interrogation by T&I revealed that he had a passive Bloodline Limit, one that kept anything that effected the mind from working on him. The team of Iwa shinobi that had killed his team had used ninjutsu to make them fight amongst themselves and in the end, their sensei had killed himself to keep from hurting his students. It hadn't helped, Naoki's teammates were still dead and their bodies in possession of Iwa.

Within a month, his parents were dead and he had been relocated to Root's base. All knowledge of his Bloodline Limit had been erased and Naoki had been left with Orochimaru for the purpose of figuring out if his Kekkei Genkai could be transferred to fellow Konoha Shinobi.

(Closer, closer, closer. Now turn it this way.)

There was a lump in his throat every time he tried to swallow.

Hotaru—formerly Yuki, formerly Nai, formerly Mikoto—was five months into his infiltration mission of Yugakure when he was recalled. There hadn't been anything of interest to report, Yugakure was still in the process of turning into a tourist spot, still trying to leave the ninja stuff behind them to the disgust of its shinobi. The only logical reason for him to be recalled was a new mission or his disposal. He didn't think he'd outlived his usefulness, but then again, he couldn't follow the way Danzo-sama thought. At twenty years old, he knew that knowing to much of Root was dangerous business because it meant you became a liability and he'd worked hard to never interact with his comrades enough to know anything sensitive.

Still, there was the lingering thought that he'd done something wrong, heard something he wasn't supposed to and now he would be gotten rid of.

Nonetheless, he made his way to the facility marked on the map he'd been given, determined to follow whatever order he got.

Once there, he was let in by a Root member and shown to a large open room in which there were many many containers with people in a faintly glowing green liquid just floating inside, all of them different ages, but most of them younger then him. Not a sound escaped him as he memorized everything he saw, certain that this would be part of his mission. He didn't try to deny what he saw, didn't feel any need to free them, didn't start planning to spill this secret to the Hokage.

It was a mission and it didn't matter how immoral a normal shinobi of Konoha would call it.

Hotaru was a part of Root, had been for over a decade. He'd done his fair share of assassination missions though his specialty was infiltration and sabotage if the situation demanded it. He lost whatever shred of morality he still had when he killed his only friend in Root on Danzo-sama's order.

After several long minutes of waiting, the door he had entered through was opened once again, this time letting in a girl younger than him but with the hardness to her that everyone in Root, regardless of age, shared. She took in everything about him, from his long black hair to his nondescript kimono and blue eyes. Her gaze laid on his chest for just a second, clearly wondering on his gender, but like any Root shinobi, not considering it anything of importance. His last two missions had both been spent playing a girl and perhaps he'd gotten just a little too into character, as he hadn't left his nice (but still practical, the was important) clothes behind for his uniform like he should have.

The girl didn't waste any time.

"You have been relocated to Orochimaru-sama's command. Your new mission is to travel the Elemental Countries in search of young people with potential, no-one over the age of seventeen. Once found, you are to either kidnap them and bring them here forcefully, or convince them to come on their own violation. Preferably those with Bloodline Limits, but it is not a must. Make sure they have no-one too interested in them that could start asking questions. If they are a shinobi or not, as well as age, gender and nationality are of no importance. Do you understand?"

"Understood." Hotaru stated emotionlessly.

(Yes, yes, yes, just a little more.)

Itou Reiko was one week into her training as a member of Root when she was transferred from the Base to a facility at the outskirts of Konohagakure no Sato.

At twelve years old, she was a late graduate of the shinobi academy from a minor shinobi clan. Her clan, as small as they were, had survived the various wars on their specific style of Kenjutsu and she was no different. She was excellent at her clan techniques, having practiced them since she had learned how to walk, but average at everything else. Root was a chance to make her family proud.

Her last chance.

The facility she was transferred to was smaller than the base, but still far bigger then she would expect under a village. It was made up of winding hallways and large open rooms. The shinobi that showed her the way (Shun, the only ninja of Root that hadn't looked at her funny when she asked for their name) pointed out the different locations and made it clear that she was to practice with the shinobi in the base until she was at an acceptable level, at which point she'd be assigned to guard duty together with him.

She was to report directly to Orochimaru—and only Orochimaru—and keep everything she witnessed or heard strictly secret. Failure to do so would result in her being transferred out and relocated for additional training. And after the hell her first week had been, that wasn't something she looked forward to.

Finally, she was shown to the study in which Orochimaru-sama was.

Orochimaru wasn't like she'd pictured him. After all the stories her parents and peers had told her, she'd expected greasy hair, pale yellowing skin and creepy demonic eyes. What she saw was a woman or man wearing a grey yukata, with graceful black hair twisted into a bun at the back of the head, beautiful golden eyes and pretty pale skin. There was nothing monstrous about him and she wondered how her comrades could have gotten it so wrong.

(Now go back to the beginning and try again.)

Orochimaru was twenty-six, almost thirty, when he was finally entirely alone in his village. His team was gone, scattered to the wind and his sensei could barely bear to look at him anymore. The villagers, both shinobi and civilians alike, avoided him and hurried out of his way.

There was a hole in his chest where his heart should be.

Danzo pushed all of the right buttons.

Within a week, he was presented with a facility he controlled, with state of the art labs and the best equipment available. Test subjects followed within another.

Subordinates followed after.

Orochimaru was used to being feared and despised for his actions and lack of reactions. He was used to being looked on as something unknown, something dangerous. He was used to being discarded as human, underestimated because he looked beautiful rather than handsome. He was used to being pushed aside, left behind and forgotten. It was bewildering, the way these subordinates didn't.

They didn't give him any looks of contempt, of suspicion. There were no whispering words behind his back, no blunt words of dislike and distrust to his face. No withering looks or refusal to obey orders simply because he was the one giving them.

It was the first time in his life that anyone had ever respected him.

Even when the experiments failed, some in truly gruesome ways, they never turned away from him. They did their duty, handed him the tools he asked for, disposed of the bodies as he instructed, and never once did their facial expressions betray them. There was no disgust in their eyes as they looked at him work, no sympathy for the test subjects, no reactions at all. They did their jobs and they did them well.

Orochimaru was stunned by it.

He found himself remembering their names and what they looked like. He helped them train once in a while, when he had nothing else to do. Even Naoki, shy sweet Naoki, was treated with a gentleness he had never afforded his experiments before. It wasn't so much that he had changed, because he was just as cruel as he always had been on the battlefield, just as merciless, just as hard to understand by normal people. But the members of Root could never be classified as normal. They were just as broken, just as wrong, as he was. It made him connect with them in a way he never had with anyone before.

He was selfish and cruel and no-one in their right mind would ever accept him for who he was. Making connections (tentative ones) with like-minded people was something everyone strove to do, and something he had never been able to. He was possessive of what he considered his and that was what his subordinates were. His. His to mold, his to train, his to kill.

Orochimaru found himself gradually starting to relax as Hotaru dropped off both recruits and budding test subjects, he got used to the way Kira was always following him around, keeping careful note of everything he did. Yu, constantly hiding in shadows and darkness, only ever emerging when one of the subjects managed to get loose and killing them.

Life wasn't perfect—Sensei still couldn't look at him and his suspicion mounted every day—but it was as good as it was ever going to get. From time to time, a Root member was transferred in or out and Orochimaru sometimes visited the main base, because when this was all discovered (they lived in a shinobi village, of course it was going to be discovered) Orochimaru was going to bring as many people down with him as possibly he could.

It probably wasn't a good life or even a halfway-decent one, but it was all Orochimaru was ever going to get. He just didn't expect that Root members had a tendency to get... attached.

(Good, good, but that's not all. Try and see the bigger picture.)

Root was a collection of emotionally traumatized people who were conditioned to be loyal to Danzo over the village. The missions they ran both helped and ruined things for Konoha, every action they took bringing them closer to war. They were loyal, they were killers and they were shadows. The only purpose they had was Danzo-sama's orders.

But Danzo didn't practice what he preached.

They were to be emotionless soldiers that could only kill, but Danzo never once attempted to rid himself of his own emotions. They were to be perfect beings that prioritized the village and mission above all else, but Danzo disregarded the Hokage's words as that of a fool's and never listened. Moreover, Danzo didn't pay them much attention once they'd finished their training. He picked favorites and killed off those that he deemed threats, but otherwise he barely even looked at them.

He was arrogant and a warmonger and maybe he was a good shinobi, but he wasn't very good at loyalty. Much less loyalty to the army he had built and then proceeded to discard.

Root members were taught to stand in the shadows and observe, never to let anyone know they were there. Naturally, they knew the value of information. Orochimaru was an unknown variable, one that would be the superior of some and the target of others. It was only natural for them to learn everything about him.

In the process, they discovered something more.

It wasn't that they were suddenly less loyal to Danzo-sama or that they doubted their cause. It wasn't that they had thoughts of spilling secrets to the village proper. It was that Orochimaru was a good teacher and he was less than normal and made no excuses. He knew he was dangerous and didn't bother to pretend he wasn't like Danzo-sama. When a few of them gathered up the resolve to ask him questions, they got honest answer and when he helped them train, they always improved. In the end, he was everything Danzo-sama had wanted them to be, emotionless and willing to do whatever was necessary for Konoha.

So they observed him, watched him, noted down how he acted and studied his every move. They found flaws and perfections and things that didn't make any sense, like they way he was treated by the villagers—and shinobi—he protected. The shift wasn't instantaneous nor fast and it didn't really change things. It was just that Orochimaru was like them in a way Danzo-sama wasn't and that... changed things.

Root members were to stay in the shadows. They were conditioned to be loyal to Danzo before the village, but Danzo never returned the favor. But Orochimaru was loyal and a genius with a brilliant mind that had nothing against helping them train. Orochimaru listened to what they said and had nothing against it when they claimed names of their own.

In the end, something had to break.

(Ah, we're almost there.)

It began kind of like this:

Orochimaru was an outcast in his own village, one he had sworn to protect in an era fraught with wars and dangers. He was lured (not really) by Danzo to become a member of Root, where he would be allowed to do whatever experiments he wanted, as long as they were for the good of Konoha. His team had left him behind a long time ago and he had nothing left to hold onto. Root members were fragile in the most unexpected of ways and as the months and eventual years passed with Orochimaru in their midst, they shifted and changed and became something more.

It was Orochimaru they went to when they had problems, when they needed help and it was his ideals (as twisted as they were) that they adopted. And in the end, something had to break.

They were to sabotage a mission run by Hatake Sakumo, one of the best jounin's of Konoha and spread malicious rumors about him when he failed it. It would break him and as close to war as they were, that wasn't something Konoha could get away with unscathed. It was a problem they had never encountered before. Loyalty to Danzo was supposed to be before all, but they had learned loyalty to Konoha's best from Orochimaru. They settled it like they did all problems they had.

They asked Orochimaru.

Distracted as he was by the experiments he was running (he'd succeeded with transplanting the Mokuton on a boy Kira called Tenzo) Orochimaru wasn't listening to what they were saying. He heard Hatake and loyalty and problem and sabotage and in the end, all he mumbled about in response was, "Talk to the Hokage."

It was a course of action they never would have taken on their own.

In the end, something had to break.

(And so came the last page.)

In the middle of the briefing for Hatake Sakumo's next mission in the Hokage's office, the room was invaded by three ANBU members wearing masks the Hokage didn't recognize.

Instead of attacking, they took off their masks. What followed was an explanation of the mission given to them by Danzo-sama and Sarutobi found himself frozen in his seat as he was confronted by his old teammates actions. He'd suspected, but to think it was true... it pointed to a horrifying image. After the explanation was finished and Sarutobi had asked all the questions he immediately wanted to, he put out his pipe, leaned back on his chair and asked them, "Why tell me this now? I assume this is against Danzo's orders."

They looked at him as if they did not understand the question. The one in the middle, a girl that couldn't be older then fifteen, answered, "Because Orochimaru-sama told us to."

(Think of it as an epilogue.)

It ended kind of like this:

Orochimaru was summoned to the Hokage's office on his way home and when he arrived, it was to the presence of a grim faced Sarutobi Hiruzen and a Hatake Sakumo that somehow had something like relief and gratefulness in his eyes. After that, there were many meetings and interrogations and questions that he answered to the best of his ability while painting Danzo in the worst possible light he could, because he could be petty as well.

The fact that Sarutobi-sensei didn't stop him told him exactly how angry he was.

While Shimura Danzo was detained and later executed, Orochimaru was presented with a new office in the Hokage tower, bewildered and unable to understand what was happening. Root members were being questioned left and right and went from struggling to cooperating at an approving look from Orochimaru and Sarutobi just ended up more convinced that he'd failed his student and didn't know him at all.

Two weeks later, the door to Orochimaru's new office was blown wide open as a beaming Hatake bounced through the doorway, dragging behind him a tiny miniature with flyaway silver hair.

With another grin and a tug at a small resisting hand, Hatake Sakumo opened his mouth and demanded, with his eyes crinkled in delight, "Come to dinner with us. I need to thank you for preventing my mission to fail disastrously and Kakashi is a big fan of yours."

In the end, something had to break.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
  • Relationship: Jean-Jacques Leroy/Yuri Plisetsky
  • Characters: Jean-Jacques Leroy/Yuri Plisetsky
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet, Character Study, Established Relationship
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 607
  • Published on AO3: 2020-10-16

Notes: For RandomJJDay on a YOI discord server I don't remember the name of.

Disclaimer: I do not own Avatar: The Last Airbender or any associated trademarks.


It's not even really that complicated. Truly, in hindsight, JJ can pinpoint about fifty different reasons why it all went the way it did. None of them are earth-shaking ones, and none of them are nearly as scandalous as the press seems to think. It was just... a combination of a million little things.

Sometimes, it's the little cracks that make the house fall down.

But it's not complicated, no matter what anyone else says. His marriage fell apart — that's all anyone really needs to know. It fell apart because he didn't compromise enough, because Bella made too many compromises, because they didn't talk about things — the things that truly mattered. It fell apart, and they got divorced, and then the world found out.

So yes, in hindsight, he knows where things started going wrong. He can just about put his finger on it and point it out whenever anyone is insensitive enough to ask.

Not that he tells them, because it's not any of their business and he's not going to do that to Bella.

But he knows why. And he's trying not to make the same mistakes again.

Yuri turns over on the bed next to him, his eyes fluttering like he's on the edge of waking up. JJ's eyes follow along the edge of his eyes down the line of his nose, past his soft mouth, and down to the length of his neck and the marks that he placed there. Yuri is going to be furious in the morning. He'll sulk and be petty and won't talk to JJ for an hour — but he'll say what he thinks and won't shy away from his unhappiness in fear of making JJ unhappy.

JJ isn't going to make the same mistakes again, because he likes to think that he can learn from them. He knows that sometimes it doesn't seem like it, and he knows the media is currently having the time of their lives; dissecting his every interaction with Yuri and trying to find out when things progressed to a romantic relationship. He knows that the accusations of cheating and other horrible things will only get worse — and he knows Yuri isn't going to run away. Yuri will claw and tear and frown and glare and make full use of his status to lord their relationship over the media's head.

Yuri will let him hold his hand in public, and he won't mind when JJ wants to kiss in front of the cameras, because Yuri has always liked to flaunt the things he's proud of. And it always makes JJ's heartbeat speed up in his chest, when he remembers that Yuri is happy with their relationship.

Bella wasn't, in the end. Neither of them were.

JJ can't explain and he isn't going to try to. He's not going to talk about the quiet nights when Yuri just sits with him on the couch and they make fun of crappy movies. He's not going to talk about the many times their dates are simply them going out and getting coffee and taking a walk together. Yuri wouldn't want him to and JJ wants to keep something of theirs to themselves.

He won't make the same mistakes.

Yuri turns on the bed again. The covers slip down further over him. It doesn't take a lot of work for JJ to grip Yuri's hand, and his own heart skips a beat when Yuri grips JJ's hand back on reflex. He closes his eyes.

Tomorrow, they have a lot of things to face. A lot of explanations to give. But really, in the end, it's not that complicated.

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  • Rating: G
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: 백작가의 망나니가 되었다 - 유려한 | Trash of the Count's Family - Yulyeohan
  • Characters: Choi Han, Cale Henituse | Kim Rok Soo
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 393
  • Published on AO3: 2021-04-12

Notes: A really old Choi Han-centric drabble of mine from tumblr.

Disclaimer: I do not own 백작가의 망나니가 되었다 or any associated trademarks.


Choi Han blinked himself to wakefulness and rolled out of bed. He stretched properly, yawning slightly through them, and moved over to his closet. Dressing was easy, the movements flowing through him like water. He walked over to the window, pulling the drapes apart to let the sunlight in.

For a minute, he stood still. He took a breath, a breath, one more breath. The sensation of sunshine on his skin was like the first bite of his mother’s favorite tea. He blinked as the sunlight shone into his eyes.

He walked, stepping over the stone floors, on his way to the office. Out the windows that he passed, he could see the wolf children training. A warm feeling spread through his stomach, as if the sun itself had deigned to give him light. It pooled in the bottom of his belly, speeding up his steps as he hurried.

Around corners and through long hallways, and he arrived at a wooden door.

Choi Han breathed deeply, pulling in air through his nose, and wondered if his emotions were visible on his face. He didn’t think they were, but such things didn’t matter anyway. It wasn’t necessary.

Opening the door, pushing it open almost all the way, he sneaked in through the doorway before he could be sent away again.

The brilliant sunshine shone in through the open windows along the far wall, glowing with yellow and orange and red as it descended upon the body of Cale Henituse, sitting behind a big desk. Choi Han’s steps faltered slightly as he took in the sight of the light falling on Cale’s hair, turning it a fiery shade of red, akin to an open flame.

In the morning light, with so few candles lit, Cale’s hair shone like a miniature sun. Like he was glowing from the inside out, the light halo’d around him, surrounding him as he read reports.

“Choi Han?” Cale looked up, a frowning twisting his elegant features, “What are you doing here? Is something wrong?”

Choi Han just shook his head, walking over to the wall and standing still. His eyes sneaked peeks at Cale as the man kept working, Raon sitting next to him and a cat on his lap.

Even as the sun rose high into the sky and no longer reached through the windows, Cale never stopped glowing.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: Classroom of the Elite (Light Novel/Anime)
  • Relationship: Ayanokouji Kiyotaka/Ryuuen Kakeru
  • Characters: Ayanokouji Kiyotaka, Ryuuen Kakeru
  • Additional Tags: Time Loop, Pre-Slash, Developing Relationship, Early in Canon
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 7221
  • Published on AO3: 2021-04-22

Notes: IT'S NOT 10K, SCREW YOU, BRAIN, I WON

Disclaimer: I do not own Classroom of the Elite or any associated trademarks.


Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

Or, well, it would be. If things were normal, that would be the end of the story. But he dies and—wakes up.

Shakes himself awake, really. Like falling in your dreams, waking up when you hit the ground. He's dying, dying, dead. And now he's awake, alive and well. When he pats himself down, there's not a wound on him; not a hint of the damage caused by a piano falling on top of him. Crushing him to death.

He doesn't think it's normal, to get crushed by a piano and wake up whole and well. It seems like something people would talk about, if it were. Like "Oh yeah, make sure you don't get hit by a piano, it's a pain to get covered by insurance" or something. Surely, that kind thing would be a known issue to avoid. Or maybe it was just this piano, maybe it was special of some kind?

It's not like this is exactly a problem though, so he doesn't spare it any mind. It's possible it was all just an incredibly vivid dream, and he shouldn't make any judgments before he has all the facts.

Kiyotaka mechanically goes through the process of getting, doing the same things he always does in the morning. It's important to have a routine, he thinks. It means you don't have to guess what happens next. So getting ready is easy and familiar and he exits his room at the same time he always does.

He's only been at this school—Tokyo Metropolitan Advanced Nurturing High School—for about two weeks now, and he thinks he's starting to settle into a routine. It's a Monday today, so he heads straight for the classroom. There won't be any actual studying, based on prior experience, but he's a student so he should still attend class. It's the normal thing to do.

A truant student is more noticeable than the student who sits quietly at the back of the class doing nothing, after all. So he's going to class, the day after he was summarily crushed by a piano, because that's the normal thing to do.

For being a school day, there are surprisingly few students walking the grounds.

Nobody pays any attention to him. He crosses the first part of the grounds easily enough, and he veers off the path to check out the location he died at yesterday.

It's a sunny day today; just like yesterday. The wind quietly whines through the foliage, the early morning light casting long shadows on the ground. Kiyotaka walks undisturbed, and the silence unsettles him. Because it's Monday, and there should be students frantically rushing to class right now. Kiyotaka always makes certain to arrive just before class starts, so he's not that person who arrives early before everyone else, or a person known for their lateness.

He's got the timing down to perfection. He knows the students who he usually sees on these mornings, the way they rush past him like it's a matter of life and death. Usually upperclassmen, but it's mostly the same people. He walks this path for a reason, after all.

There's nothing special about the place he died.

He thoroughly searches the ground, but can't find any trace of blood or other splatter that would occur when a person is crushed by something that heavy. There are no traces of the damage from the window the piano fell out of the either, and the surroundings are completely undamaged. Not so. much as a wooden splinter to be found.

He founds it doubtful that even a school such as this would be able to completely erase the traces so quickly. Or maybe they could, but there should still be some kind of effort to keep it contained and uncontaminated in case an investigation needs to be made. But there's nothing, and that's most unsettling of all.

Kiyotaka finally determines that no more evidence can be found here and continues on to his classroom. There are less and less students around the closer he comes and his watch tells him he's still early. There should still be people rushing around him. But—eventually there's nobody.

Eventually, he stands in front of his classroom and the door is locked. Eventually, he looks through the windows and discovers there's not a person in there. Eventually, he turns on his phone and checks the date.

Eventually, he discovers it's Sunday—again.

There's not really a lot he can do after that. He returns to his room, settles down on the bed and tries to organize his thoughts. He even contacts Horikita, but there's no evidence to suggest that it should be Monday.

Once all the evidence has been collected, it would be foolishness to deny the truth. It's Sunday. Being crushed by a piano never happened. The only assumption left is that he had a particularly memorable dream—such things are possible. But now that the facts have been determined, he dismisses the rest of the happenings.

He goes through the rest of the day much like he remembers from his dream. It's not odd; he's done pretty much the exact same things every weekend here so far. And dreams take their images and content from your memories, so there's really nothing strange about it.

Kiyotaka spends some time reading in the library, goes to the park and jogs, reads some nice magazines in one of the shops, eats lunch, plays some games on his phone, eats dinner, walks back to his dorm, takes the elevator—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

But, no, because he dies, dies, dies, and then he—wakes up.

He startles awake really, his heart pounding as his eyes flash open. Like falling in a dream, jumping awake the moment you hit the ground. His hand reaches out for his phone, grabbing it from the bedside table. He brings it up to his face, frowning when he sees the date and time.

It's Sunday. It's morning; the weather is sunny with mild winds and no projected rain. He rubs his eyes and blinks at the sunlight streaming in through the windows. A suspicion grows inside of him and he curls his hand around the phone, his eyebrows furrowing.

It's strange.

He quickly changes into his uniform, his frown growing large the more time he takes. Every time he checks his phone or watch, the time is unchanged. It's still Sunday. It's still morning. Nothing changes.

Kiyotaka stalks out into the hallway. He steps up to the elevator, glancing around it. There's nobody else in the corridor; it's only six-thirty in the morning on a Sunday so most people are probably still asleep. It means he's undisturbed when he walks into the elevator and investigates it, checking over every inch of it.

But there's no sign of it having fallen. There's no sign of his death in here.

Kiyotaka frowns again. Once is a coincidence but twice? It looks disturbingly enough like the beginning of a pattern.

He doesn't think this is normal. He doesn't think people usually die and wake up at the start of the day. It seems like the kind of thing people would be warned against, like something people would talk about it. No, if something this extraordinary was normal, he would know.

So it's not normal. But there's no way to tell if it's supposed to be an attack against him, if it's something deliberate done by a human. He doesn't have much faith left over for supernatural beings, but he doesn't think he's nearly interesting enough for something like that to go messing with him, if they do exist.

After all, Ayanokouji Kiyotaka is perfectly normal.

The elevator doesn't reveal anything, as does none of the probing on any of the people he knows. They're not allowed to have contact outside of the school, so he can't exactly easily search for similar instances such as this. Thus, after eating a healthy breakfast, Kiyotaka heads to the library to do some research.

When it comes to dangerous things such as this, knowledge is the number one priority. He's gone over every inch of his skin, categorized every memory he has of the last few days, and he's fairly confident that this is neither a dream nor a delusion. That leaves outside influences as the only possible reason for this strange occurrence, which means—research. And lots of it.

He arrives at the library. Nodding to the librarian on duty, he makes his way through—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

Except, not really. Because he dies, dies, dies, and then he—wakes up.

He bounces on the bed, his eyes flying open. Like when you fall in a dream and wake up the instant you hit the ground; he bounces, and his eyes stare up at the ceiling, and he frowns.

This is officially a pattern. It's happened three times in a row and the evidence all suggests that it will happen again unless he figures out how to stop it. He will have to return to the library, as he didn't have time to start researching before the bookcases fell on him and he was returned to this moment in time.

Kiyotaka sighs as he sits up. He checks the phone, but it's the same as always; exactly the same. It's even the precisely same time down to the minute.

He rubs his neck, scratches slightly on his nose. Changing position so he's leaning against the wall, he browses through his contact list. He's not going to ask for help, because this is too bizarre and he doesn't know anyone who could assist with this. Horikita is too material, too condescending. She would assume it was a joke and put him down for it; he thinks that he might be able to convince others that it's for a game or something and get them to help with research, but he doesn't trust anyone enough for that.

Horikita is really the only person he can count as a friend, so it's sad that she isn't actually one. He thinks this is the kind of special circumstance where outside perspective would be good.

Sometimes, when you get stuck on a problem, the solution is to verbalize it. Speak it out loud and organize your thoughts as you go. You might even say something that you hadn't even consciously thought and have a realization. So Kiyotaka says into the darkness of his room, "I'm stuck in a loop. A time loop."

No realizations are made.

He cocks his head to the side and hums. His plan earlier was correct; he needs information.

Kiyotaka goes through the motions of getting ready. It's still early, and this is evidenced by the fact that he hardly runs into anyone as he crosses the grounds. The library is just as he remember it and enters with a wary eye on the shelves. So far he hasn't died from the same thing twice—riding the elevator has been fine—but a little caution is never wrong.

This time, the library doesn't kill him. He spends close to four hours in there searching through book after book. Non-fiction doesn't give him what he wants, aside from a few theoretical physics books that aren't really helpful at all, so he turns no fiction books soon enough.

He comes closer, but still doesn't have any concrete information. It bugs him, an itch beneath his skin he can't quite manage to scratch. The idea that he can't figure out why this is happening is annoying; it's not a feeling he enjoys.

Kiyotaka leaves the library feeling empty and with a nearly imperceptible frown on his face.

He goes to the cafeteria for lunch. It's afternoon and far more students are up and about now—being the weekend, they're bright and cheery as they take a break from school. Kiyotaka catches sight of a few students from his class as he walks; Sudou is bouncing a basketball by his side as he talks with some people Kiyotaka doesn't know. Kushida is in the middle of a congestion of students who are all smiling brightly. Horikita walks alone with her head held high and a convenience store bag hanging on her arm.

He doesn't know what to do now. It's a strange feeling and it both excites and worries him. There's no frame of reference here, no prior example he can use to figure out the do's and don'ts. His own experience in mystical events such as this is negligent and can't help; he doesn't know anyone who could possibly be useful in this situation either.

It's a conundrum.

The loop suggests that he has time. If he always wakes up at the same time and place, then it stands to reason that he can realistically use the method of elimination. He doesn't know how to fix this, but he has time and—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

There's a pressure in his lungs when he wakes up, a scream lodged in his throat. He was dying, dying, dead. His eyes fly open as awareness abruptly returns to him, as suddenly as when you're falling in your dream and returns to consciousness when you hit the ground. He blinks, and he wakes, and his heart is beating again.

He sits up. Crosses the room and blankly dresses in his uniform, half-heartedly brushing his teeth as he goes. The habit is too ingrained in him for him to ignore it now.

He doesn't go to the library this time. He thinks he will, another time. But for now, there are other avenues to examine.

The first step is telling someone about his circumstance. It doesn't matter who, he just needs to know if someone elseknowing about it has an effect. He strides out of the apartment building and out onto the grounds outside.

It's early, still. It's always early. The sun is shining, birds are chirping and the winds are pleasantly cool. The leaves gently tremble on the trees, the foliage giving the grounds a much more relaxed atmosphere. Kiyotaka crosses them unhindered, taking the long way around the statue that recently crushed him, spying a student not far ahead. He's seen him around; this is the person who so effortlessly controls Class C.

Kiyotaka catches up to Ryuuen; a student who stands out so much isn't hard to remember. He sees the way Ryuuen tilts his head and shoots him an annoyed glance, and decides that he might as well take the opportunity; "I'm stuck in a time loop," Kiyotaka flatly says.

Ryuuen stops dead in his tracks..

Kiyotaka stops as well. He eyes the harsh glare on Ryuuen's face, the way it twists his features. "Hah?" Ryuuen demands, his fists curling by his sides. "Are you messing with me?"

"No." He waits for Ryuuen to do something. He wonders, does he only go back in time if he dies in an accident, or does it also work if he deliberately dies?

Something to think about.

Ryuuen eyes him, something calculating in his eyes. His expression shifts and his shoulders ease back from the tension they'd held as the other teenager turns to face him head on. He sneers, "I don't have time to bother with your games. Buzz off."

Kiyotaka tilts his head. He considers the boy before him and what he knows of him. Ryuuen is smart, and he already has an iron grip on his class. As soon as the point system was revealed, Ryuuen immediately started investigating it amongst the upperclassmen and using his class authority to keep the others in his class from wasting their points.

Kiyotaka doesn't know what's happening. He doesn't know how to stop it, why it's happening, or how to even figure out a plan to deal with it. This is the kind of thing that plainly isn't made for logic, and his mind fails at coming up for plans about it.

Outside perspective is useful, despite what some of his teachers claimed. It does help, to have another way of looking at the problem.

And he's always been told to take advantage of whatever he can to succeed.

"It's not a game," he says to Ryuuen. He rocks a little on his heels, trying to project honesty. Ryuuen's sneer only grows, so he doesn't think he's doing very well. He continues, "Aren't you curious, if it could be true?"

Ryuuen laughs, the sound mocking. Kiyotaka didn't think a person could sound that mocking while laughing, and makes a note of it. He's not certain what use the ability has, but maybe it's an intimidation thing?

"Alright then," Ryuuen says, a cruel glint in his eyes. The sun catches on his hair, lighting it up from behind. Objectively, Kiyotaka thinks, Ryuuen is probably a good-looking person. "I'll play your game," Ryuuen says. He sweeps his hands out and declares, "I'll tell you a secret. On your next loop, find me and let me know what I told you, and I'll believe you."

It's a better response than Kiyotaka was expecting. He nods, memorizing what Ryuuen tells him. He's not entirely sure what kind of expertise Ryuuen brings to the table, but Kiyotaka has none at—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

His eyes blearily blink open, his eyelids heavy as he stare out at the room before him. His heartbeat is pounding, his breathing quick as he forces his body to calm down. He lays there for a moment, the shock of waking so abruptly still making him uneasy. Like falling in a dream; waking the instant you the ground.

He has a plan now though, and he doesn't waste any time putting it into motion. First off, he needs to find out if anything has changed, if telling Ryuuen about his circumstances changed the game.

It's still the same time he always wakes up. When he texts Horikita, he gets the same scathing remark in response as usual. He checks the temperature and keeps an eye out as he walks across the school ground toward where he last met Ryuuen. Nothing has changed. It doesn't seem (at first glance, at least) like revealing the truth made any difference.

That does, however, mean that there's nothing holding him back.

Ryuuen is precisely where he lasts saw him.

He speeds up, his feet thumping loudly on the ground to announce his presence. Ryuuen turns his head and glances over his shoulder when Kiyotaka gets closer, scowl already on his face.

He appreciates the fact that Ryuuen so quickly gave him a practical solution last time. It saves him time and effort that are better spent on other avenues.

Reaching Ryuuen, he wastes no time, "I'm stuck in a time loop. Last loop, you gave me a secret and told me tell it to you and you'd believe me. The secret is: You think pandas are super cute but if I tell anyone else, you'll have me disposed of."

Ryuuen's eyes widens. He snags a hold of Kiyotaka's shirt and pulls him close. "Shut the fuck up," he snarls in Kiyotaka's face, shaking him a little. Kiyotaka lets the man move him, hanging still as a rag doll. It's interesting; everything so far has been interesting. He doesn't know what's happening, and that only makes it all the more fascinating.

Ryuuen starts dragging him along without saying a word. Kiyotaka goes along with it, because there's not a reason not to. He gets dragged to an apartment building, gets dragged into an elevator, dragged onto another floor, dragged into a dorm room that is surprisingly clean for a teenage boy.

He gets dropped onto the bed and furiously glared at when he tries to rise from it, so he simply stays sitting.

Ryuuen paces around the room, his steps steady in a way that says he knows everything his body is capable of. Kiyotaka thinks he must have fighting experience, to move like that. It's the kind of slow, relaxed gait of somebody who knows intimately how to move each body part. Training isn't enough for that, real fighting experience is needed.

"Explain everything that's happened so far," Ryuuen declares, turning to face him. He sits down on the desk chair and stares intently at him.

Kiyotaka dutifully recounts every single thing that's happened so far, knowing how vital the tiniest clue could be. He tells the other teenager of his research and his assumptions, and his minor experiment last time. It feels nice to get everything off his chest and it does help to organize his thoughts, when he has to vocalize everything and put it into words.

It doesn't lead to any sudden realizations, but it makes him feel more settled. He hadn't realized how chaotic the last few days have been until he actually had to explain it.

Ryuuen looks thoughtful when Kiyotaka is done. He falls into silence and waits for Ryuuen's reaction, paying attention to his body language. He's not entirely sure what reaction he's expecting, but he's pleasantly surprised when Ryuuen says, "Fine, I'll help you."

It seems too easy.

All of Kiyotaka's prior experience tells him that it can't possibly be this easy. There should be negotiation and tactics involved. He should have to first investigate the target and then form a plan to approach them; categorize things that can go wrong and how to deal with them. But Ryuuen blows past all that like it doesn't even matter.

It does, of course. That's the point. But Ryuuen seems to think that he's good enough at adjusting things as he goes that he can just ignore it and it'll still work out.

"Alright, then. Let's make a plan," Ryuuen grins wildly, the expression causing something like excitement to stir within Kiyotaka.

Interesting. This has all been very interesting.

They spend the next hour cooking together a plan. It goes far more smoothly than Kiyotaka had imagined planning together with someone else would. It's enjoyable, even. Ryuuen is smart, tactical and has the kind of practicality in his planning that'll take him far. He picks up on the pieces Kiyotaka lays down and builds on it without any trouble.

It's nice, surpassingly. Kiyotaka didn't think it would be, for some reason.

Though he's fairly sure he's going to die soon, he still needs to eat. The human brain needs sustenance to operate at peak capacity, which is what he needs right now, so he's not going to ignore that need just because it's not absolutely necessary right this second. And there is a chance, however small it might be, that he won't die and then he'll suffer tomorrow for not having eaten.

He heads over to the cafeteria, having left Ryuuen to stew alone in his room, and eats a nice, pleasant meal on his lonesome. When he's done, he—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

He shoots up on the bed, his hands clammy as they clench on the mattress. It feels like falling, like hitting the ground and waking up so quickly that it's a shock to his system. His heart is racing, his mouth dry as he stares at the wall. Sunlight is streaming in through the window, the curtain hanging calmly in front of it.

He presses a hand to his chest and breathes to the count of ten, feeling the beat of his heart slowly calm down. It's fine. Everything is fine.

It's mechanical, getting ready to leave. He's done it so many times before he's fairly confident he could do it in his sleep. Familiar, easy, relaxing. When he's ready, he leaves the apartment building to initiate Phase 1 of the plan.

So far, everything that's killed him has been the result of an accident. Mostly things falling and crushing him, and he doesn't precisely think that that's a coincidence, but it could just be that it's an easy accident to fabricate. Assuming that there is some kind of conscious force guiding this game along.

Because he doesn't think now, that this could be happenstance. Outside, conscious, interference is the only thing that could do this, and whether it's a god or a human it's still a matter of the same thing. Somebody is doing this, which means that there's an objective.

That objective might be amusement, a test, torture, or something else. But it's there, undoubtedly.

If Kiyotaka can find it, he can figure out how to end this.

It's simple, really. All he needs to do is use the method of elimination and the answer will eventually reveal itself. And the first thing to eliminate is—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

Except, not really. Instead, he lurches up on his bed, hunching in on himself as he tries to calm his frantically beating heart. Like falling in a dream, he thinks, and waking up the instant you hit the ground.

Some part of him recognizes the fact that he's shaking, but a bigger part is preoccupied with how quickly he died the last time around. He wonders, is it the fact that he has a plan? Was putting the plan together and actually moving to execute it something that caused his death this time? Did it make the perpetuator behind this scheme nervous?

It's never good to panic. Staying calm so you can assess all the parts is a necessary component to scheming.

He goes through the bare minimum motions of getting ready, hurrying out the door as soon as he can. The morning sun is heavy on his eyes as he goes, looking for that place where he knows Ryuuen will be. He slows down as he goes, his thoughts organizing into clearly named boxes and he knows what needs to be done.

The first elimination has succeeded, and now it's on to the next thing. It's really not something that requires a lot of effort or planning put into it; all he has to do is methodically go through each option until only one remains. In the meantime, this is the perfect time to get some other, less important but still useful, stuff done.

Ryuuen trods along on the path toward him, his gait slow and predatory. His face is expressionless as he walks, and Kiyotaka finds himself wondering what the other teenager is thinking about. He looks relaxed where he walks alone, his pace steady and unhurried, hands in his pockets as he slowly stalks over the ground. Then he sees Kiyotaka and tension bleeds into his shoulders, a glare in his eyes and a sneer on his lips. Kiyotaka waits and sure enough, Ryuuen keeps walking toward him.

The predatory gait to his steps, the way that danger is folded over him like a cloak, makes something in Kiyotaka sit up and take notice. He eyes the clear musculature under his clothes and the strong lines of his body and wonders if this man would be a challenge.

When Ryuuen is close enough, Kiyotaka says, "You think pandas are super cute but if I tell anyone else, you'll have me disposed of."

Ryuuen stops in his tracks. His eyes are intelligent and calculating as he looks at Kiyotaka and he doesn't say a word for a moment. In the silence, Kiyotaka starts wondering if he should maybe have started with something else; eased into it. Interactions are still hard for him, because despite the fact that he's been here for two weeks now he still haven't had a lot of chances to practice.

But Ryuuen looks at him, his mind clearly whirling away and Kiyotaka can almost convince himself he sees the moment Ryuuen comes to a conclusion, and it's the correct one. "How many times?" he asks, and Kiyotaka has a bewildering moment where he's not sure what the question refers to.

"You told me four loops ago," he settles on and hopes that that's the correct answer.

"So how's the plan going?" Ryuuen asks, his eyes beginning to sparkle.

Kiyotaka shrugs and says, "The process of elimination will take some time."

"Naturally," Ryuuen nods. He starts walking and says, "You can tell me everything over breakfast."

Kiyotaka sees no reason to refuse. He follows the teenager all the way to the cafeteria where Ryuuen claims a large table for them and splays out, ignoring the annoyed looks of the other people also awake at this early hour. They eat the breakfast in silence, despite what Ryuuen said, and then when all the food is gone, Kiyotaka goes on to explain what's been happening so far.

"If they're panicking because you're working on a solution, you'll probably die again soon," Ryuuen says. He doesn't sound particularly bothered by it, his tone more contemplating in nature.

"Yes," Kiyotaka agrees, because the books say you're supposed to keep the conversation going.

Ryuuen grins. It makes him look wilder, his energy almost blazing off him. If this was an anime, Kiyotaka imagines he would be surrounded by light and the music would be swelling. As it is, that thing inside him perks up and he feels himself sitting straighter in his seat in response.

He wonders if this is what making friends feel like. If this lightness spreading inside him, if this excitement building within him, is what normal people feel in these situations. He wonders if he might be on his way to succeeding in one of his own self-appointed goals, if he might succeed with Ryuuen where he failed with Horikita.

But he doesn't rush the answers. It's important to not push too harshly, he knows. Friendships will form naturally when people have things in common and so all—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

He's wheezing as he wakes up, his breath rattling in his chest. He feels startled, confused. Like he was falling in his dream and woke up the instant he hit the ground.

He forces his body back under his control and waits until the shaking has stopped. Then he swings his legs over the edge and stands up, walking toward the window. He glances outside, down toward the ground. After a second, he opens the window—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

His mouth feel full of cotton as he returns to the waking world, his heart still beating a mile a minute. He's confused for the barest of seconds before he recalled how he ended up here, how he shook himself awake. It felt like he was falling in a dream, and he woke up when he hit the ground.

It's interesting, though. Interesting that he can't kill himself, that when he was on the edge of trying, he was instead crushed by his bookcase before he could go through with it. And he doesn't think a single bookcase should have been able to to kill him so easily either, but this loop clearly isn't governed by logic.

As soon as he's wearing proper clothes (he doesn't want to cause a commotion by going out in his sleepwear) Kiyotaka is out the door. It will take quite a lot of loops for his process to give him some answers and in the meanwhile, he's decided to take shameless advantage of this situation. He's overheard the guys in his class talking, and he's under the impression that it's what anyone normal—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

His eyes snap open, awareness rushing back to him in an uncomfortable instant. It's like falling in a dream and waking up when you hit the ground, he thinks. So sudden it's jarring and for a second, he doesn't know what's happening.

The knowledge returns him in one piece instead of scattered pieces and it's appreciated. He stands—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

It feels like his heart is in his throat as he trashes to wakefulness, his eyes already searching for a threat. Like falling, he thinks, and waking up the instant you hit the ground. He forces his breaths under control, forces himself to calm down and take stock of the situation. It's important—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

Blinking blearily up at the ceiling, his hand shoots out for his phone. His heartbeat is still racing in his chest, the sensation not unlike falling in a dream, only to wake up the instant you hit the ground. It's an unnerving feeling and when he checks the clock, nothing's—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

The waking is too sudden, the rush of awareness too raw. He feels like he was falling in a dream, only to wake up the instant—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

His heart hammers in his chest as he breathes himself alive, his blood rushing in his ears. Like falling, he thinks, and waking—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

He blinks himself awake, lying still for a moment before he reaches out for his phone. It felt like he was falling—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

The room is uncomfortably bright when he squints his eyes open. His heart is beating—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

He stares up at the ceiling as he waits for his breaths—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

There's a heaviness in his chest—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

His head is spinning—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

For a moment—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

He feels—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

It's—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's—

Kiyotaka dies, and—

Kiyotaka dies—

Kiyotaka—

Kiyo—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

Or, well, it would be. If things were normal, that would be the end of the story. But he dies, dies, dies, and—wakes up.

Shakes himself awake, really. His heartbeat is thundering in his ears as he blinks up at the ceiling, the sunlight hitting his eyes causing him to frown. He lays still for a moment, simply waiting. When nothing immediate happens, he heaves himself up and out of the bed.

Brushing a hand through his hair, he hums. So far, he thinks the progress has been steady and more than good enough. He's eliminated enough options that he's fairly certain at this point what the answer is. It's a relief, having a more concrete resolution to this problem. It makes his shoulders lighter, the weight of not having a solution leaving him.

He goes through the motions of getting ready, pulls on his school uniform and leaves his room. He takes the elevator down to the ground level and heads outside, raising a hand to protect himself from the sun's rays.

Ryuuen is right where he expects him to be, slowly stalking down the road. Kiyotaka speeds up slightly, catching up soon enough. As soon as he's within hearing range, he says, "You think pandas are super cute but if I tell anyone else, you'll have me disposed of."

Ryuuen spins on his heel and demands, "Don't say another word."

Kiyotaka doesn't. He simply waits for Ryuuen to go through all the options and narrow down the possibilities of what's happening, waits for him to say something.

Like always, Ryuuen doesn't disappoint.

"One of these days, I'll take that as a threat and punch you," Ryuuen declares, but he's already moving into step with him.

Kiyotaka only says, "You haven't so far."

Ryuuen clicks his tongue. He doesn't say anything else and they go to the cafeteria in a comfortable silence. They hardly meet any other students on the road and once in the cafeteria, Ryuuen lays claim to a table without regards for the other early risers who were on their way to it. Kiyotaka follows and sits down with his meal.

"You know what's up yet?" Ryuuen asks when they've finished eating.

"Yes," Kiyotaka says. "Surviving the whole day should do the trick. It's not enough to survive until night, so I think it's twenty-four hours."

Ryuuen nods. The fact that he accepts all this without any hint of hesitation is always something that makes Kiyotaka stop in his tracks in every loop. Ryuuen is too smart and he's too calculating and too good at finding the answers. The way he catches every hint Kiyotaka lays out, the way he finds the answers to questions Kiyotaka never voices... this is a very dangerous man.

Out of everyone at this school, Kiyotaka is now certain that Ryuuen is the most dangerous. It's Ryuuen he'll need to look out for when the school starts their testing. It's Ryuuen he'll have to be careful of.

Others too, of course. But Ryuuen is the one that thinks most like Kiyotaka, that can follow Kiyotaka's line of thinking the easiest. Thus, he is the greatest threat.

"My place or yours?" Ryuuen asks, like it's a forgone conclusion.

"Yours."

They go back to Ryuuen's place, just barely managing to avoid the falling statue and the slippery stairs, and the falling flowerpots. Kiyotaka knows what to do look out for, knows how to keep his perceptions open for danger. But it still takes a toll, the constant—

Kiyotaka dies, and that's that.

He shoots out of the bed as quickly as he can, ignoring his heartbeat slowing down. He rushes through the motions of getting ready and hurries down the stairs, sliding around corners quicker than is safe. He reaches the spot where he always meets Ryuuen and it's empty. Checking his phone, he breathes out in relief and waits.

Ryuuen comes along on the road soon enough. Kiyotaka has a plan now, and so he walks right up to the other teenager, says, "You think pandas are super cute but if I tell anyone else, you'll have me disposed of," and grabs ahold of Ryuuen's hand, already pulling him back to the dorms.

The fact that Ryuuen just lets him pull him along, follows without saying a word, makes Kiyotaka's stomach tingle. It feels a little like bugs are crawling inside it, trying to force their way up his throat. It's an unsettling feeling, but it doesn't feel bad exactly.

"You have a plan?" Ryuuen asks as they're making their way up the stairs.

"Yes," Kiyotaka answers, still holding onto that hand. It's what saves him when the handrail rips out of its sockets and almost takes him with it, so he congratulates himself for his great decision-making skills.

They're in front of Ryuuen's door when Ryuuen says, "If this is a prank, I'll ruin you."

"Not a prank."

Ryuuen locks the door behind them, and Kiyotaka walks further into the room. He looks around and decides that yes, his plan will probably work. The lamp isn't over the empty patch of nothing in the middle of the room either, so that works out really well. There are no furniture that can crush him if he's there, either.

So Kiyotaka walks into the middle of the room and sits down on the carpet.

After a second, Ryuuen joins him on the floor. He crosses his legs and stares at Kiyotaka with a gaze that he can't unravel. "Do you plan to just sit here?" Ryuuen asks after a while, still staring. He's frowning slightly, his eyebrows furrowed as his mind works.

"Yes," Kiyotaka answers, because he does.

If all he has to do is just survive twenty-four hours, then this is a good a place as any to wait for the clock to tick down. He's thrown away his phone so there's no chance of getting electrocuted, and now it's just a matter of waiting.

"Alright," Ryuuen says.

After about half-an-hour of staring at Kiyotaka, Ryuuen leaves. He comes back with food but Kiyotaka declines it so that he can't choke on it (he did that already, but he's not taking any chances now). Ryuuen only shrugs and eats his own meal in silence. When it's gone, he takes out the trash and then returns again.

"Want a book?" Ryuuen asks eventually.

Kiyotaka shakes his head. "Paper-cuts," he says in response at the questioning look he gets.

Ryuuen goes back to staring again. Kiyotaka doesn't know what he's looking for or what he's finding, but he finds that he doesn't mind it. Ryuuen's gaze is... intense and overwhelming but somehow in a good way. It makes the tingling in his stomach worse, but it never crosses the line into painful.

The hours pass agonizingly slowly, now that he's finally on the cusp of a solution.

Kiyotaka lets his mind flow, lets it wander wherever it will. He makes no effort to control it, no effort to steer its path. It makes the time go slightly faster, if his mind is already running full-steam ahead and veering into paths unknown.

After a while, Ryuuen switches so that he's sitting beside Kiyotaka. He has a textbook in his hands and is slowly going through it with a pencil, writing notes in the margins.

It's quiet and it's peaceful and it's exactly what Kiyotaka wanted when he made the decision to come to this school.

He eyes the other teenager; the way he sits with his back straight and his legs splayed out wildly, with no regards for others. The way his eyes narrow as he concentrates, the way he writes notes that are barely more than scribbles and yet succinctly sums up the information. Ryuuen is handsome, too, the kind of handsome that makes him look kind of like a dick.

The hours wile away slowly, but they do pass and eventually it's night again. The rooms are soundproof enough that he can't hear what's going on outside, and it's all the better.

Ryuuen looks at the clock and rises to his feet, asking, "Going to sleep?" while he's digging through the closet.

"No," answers Kiyotaka. It's better if he doesn't. It's better if he stays here.

"Okay." Ryuuen says, "Wake me up if you're still alive tomorrow."

Kiyotaka nods. He watches as Ryuuen gets ready for bed, as he changes into sleepwear. He was right, Ryuuen is very clearly well-trained and in good shape. He disappears for a bit into the bathroom but comes back soon enough, and then crawls under the covers while yawning. He turns off the lights, and Kiyotaka looks away from the lump on the bed.

And then he waits.

Waits, waits, waits.

The clock ticks. Moonlight seeps through the windows. Furniture rattles like it's trying to fall, but never does. It wouldn't reach him anyway and he suspects that whoever's behind this knows that. Clouds block the moonlight for a while but soon enough it's back. Kiyotaka stays sitting, waiting quietly in the darkness.

The sun slowly rises over the horizon. Light seeps in through the window, the curtains utterly failing at blocking it. He doesn't move. Waiting, waiting, waiting.

It's nearly cruel, how leisurely time passes.

But he waits, and eventually...

Eventually, it's seven in the morning on a Monday, more than twenty-four hours after he woke up this morning. His stomach is grumbling, having been devoid of food for too long. His mouth is dry—he hadn't drunk anything yesterday to ensure he wouldn't drown.

Ryuuen's alarm rattles alive on the bedside table, and the other teenager grumbles on the bed. An arm pokes out of the lump and waves in the air until it finds the alarm clock and crashes down onto it with extreme prejudice.

It's Monday, and Kiyotaka is still alive.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M, Gen
  • Fandom: Hades (video Game 2018)
  • Relationship: Chaos/Hypnos
  • Characters: Hypnos, Chaos
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet, First Meetings, Pre-Slash, Pre-Relationship
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 1101
  • Published on AO3: 2021-09-17

Notes: Translation into Русский available by Lord_Naos on AO3

Disclaimer: I do not own Hades the video game or any associated trademarks.


So Hypnos got lost.

It's not actually a rare thing. In the first place, directions don't really exist in dreams. You can certainly go up and down and left and right, but do those concepts even exist in dreams? Are you sure you're remembering which way is right? Did you mark the passages? Do the passages even exist after you've passed through them?

Just because you think you're going in those directions doesn't mean you actually are. Dreams are fickle and prone to change and they don't abide by the rules of reality.

So Hypnos got lost. He's not worried about this, like he said, it's happened before. Dreams blur, and they lead him astray and that's just fine. It's a part of him, and never something that he felt inconvenienced by—he sleeps a lot of the time anyway, so no one even usually notices.

This time, like all others, was an accident. Hypnos walked too far, turned too much, and now here he is. Lost. Alone. In another dimension altogether, it seems. One very dark, and disorienting. And he can't quite place the smell, but it's certainly very overwhelming in an absence of all other smells kind of way.

"Hello," Hypnos calls out into the darkness he's now found himself in. He scrunches up his nose as he looks around, trying to force the realm into some kind of up and down, side to side directions thing. It's not going very well; the place clearly doesn't want them. He's not entirely certain he isn't standing upside down, but equally uncertain he's not walking backward, but with his feet stepping forwards. It's all very odd.

"I'm sorry for intruding," he adds, because it's never a mistake to be polite. Tilting his head back as far as it goes, he tries to see something. So far it's all been very structureless, very free-flowing. Which isn't bad! It just means that Hypnos can't quite tell if he's moved at all since he entered here. Because he's alone, and he hasn't been sleeping well lately (due to a certain prince on a certain self-imposed mission) he babbles into the void around him, "I got lost, you see, and this is a very confusing place. You should really consider putting up a few signs for directions!"

He waits. There isn't a response, which isn't automatically a bad thing. No response means that his babbling didn't get a negative reaction either—which it sometimes does, sometimes to some not very nice effects—so Hypnos does not yet feel like he's overstayed his welcome. He does that sometimes, he knows, but he's really only been here for a few minutes. Or weeks, he can't tell. Regardless, it's not yet to the point where he feels unwelcome.

He keeps walking. There's not precisely a lot more he can do in this situation. He's been sleep-deprived lately so he's not about to wake up unless he really needs to, and though a god he may be, he's not a god of directions.

So aimless walking it is.

Hypnos whistles as he goes, a jaunty tune that he composed himself. It keeps his spirit up while the surroundings are so drab and dark, and he keeps his eyes aimed ahead. And sure, he has no idea where he's going or if he's going anywhere at all, but it's altogether not a bad trip. Nothing's tried to murder him yet, no traps have been strung, the smell is nice, the darkness is easy on his eyes.

The change when he comes upon a structure is not a change at all. In fact, the structure has always been there, Hypnos just hasn't been able to perceive it. Or that's what it feels like. It's a very strange place to try to prescribe logic to, this realm, and Hypnos is kind of getting sick of trying. It's clearly not doing a lot of good.

But the structure is nice! There's unfortunately no bed, and it all seems to be solid rock when he steps foot on it, but beggars can't be choosers.

Hypnos walks further onto the stone platform and says, "My name is Hypnos." He waits a moment but there's no answer. Pushing up his eye cover, he hums. "Can I presume I am in the presence of Grandparent Chaos?"

"Son of Nyx," the overpowering, overwhelming, discordant voice coming from all directions says. "You are lost," it remarks with no particular emotion.

Hypnos spins around, trying to get a glimpse of his elusive grandparent; the one he's not allowed to speak of, the one no one has been in contact with in ages. There is no hint to be seen though, so he pouts and crosses his arms, floating up higher. "I am lost," he admits. It's a virtue to be able to acknowledge your flaws, he thinks. It's certainly something a few people in his life could do more of.

"You did not mean to come here," Chaos says, the voice somehow containing multiple layers of sound.

Hypnos nods. "Nope! But it's a very cool place you've got here, I don't regret visiting. Very consistent decorating!"

The darkness compresses and then relaxes. The visage of Chaos steps out of the dark, the bottom half of their body still hidden—or maybe dissolved? To be fair, nobody has actually told him how Chaos' existence works, much less described how they look. All Hypnos really knows is that they created the universe and then retreated to a realm of their own; this realm, probably. That Hypnos accidentally intruded upon. ...Oops?

"I do not fault those who are lost," says Chaos. They come closer, their large visage easily twice the size of Hypnos. Hypnos gulps somewhat, hiding it behind a hand. Like this, with their presence looming over Hypnos, it really does make something squeeze low in his belly.

Valiantly ignoring it, Hypnos waves his other hand, "Gosh, if I didn't know better, I'd think you're happy to see me!"

"I am always happy to see my creations, even the one I did not directly make," Chaos responds, and really, that's just too cruel. Pretty words like will make his stomach flutter and his chest warm. Hypnos nearly feels like swooning and then does so just to be dramatic. Chaos doesn't scold him for being unprofessional, or taking things too easy, or being overdramatic. The ancient being, the very first existence that shaped the universe itself, merely looks at him.

And Hypnos feels almost fuzzy with the attention. So he grins, and he keeps talking, and the dream goes on. And Chaos listens.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021)
  • Relationship: Wen Kexing/Zhou Zishu
  • Characters: Wen Kexing, Zhou Zishu
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet, Rings, Fluff, True Love
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 924
  • Published on AO3: 2021-11-20

Notes: First posted on Twitter (now deleted) for Wenzhou Challenge 2021: Day 19 - Rings

Disclaimer: I do not own 山河令 | Word of Honor or any associated trademarks.


It's nothing special, is the thing.

Zhou Zishu sees it at a roadside stall in a small village while he's loitering around, watching the villagers in silence. The sun rose a good hour ago, and he's just waiting for Lao Wen to return.

The ring is placed on the shabby table by a small child barely able to reach the top. He carefully nudges the ring onto it, inch by inch, and the image is amusing enough to make Zhou Zishu smile slightly. The child giggles when the clearly homemade ring is squarely on the table and, well, it is pretty. It's made of strings braided together, a collection of different colors interwoven. It's not particularly well-made; probably the product of the child itself or someone they know. But it's pretty.

And maybe he wants to see Lao Wen's reaction when he receives it.

Zishu waits for the child to turn around before he smiles at them and approaches. "It's a very pretty ring," he says. The child beams, proudly showing off a missing tooth. Zishu makes a humming noise and asks, "how much do you want for it?"

The child scrunches up their nose. Then they hold up three fingers. "You drive a hard bargain," Zishu says, but he pulls the money out of his sleeve. The child's eyes widen and they turn to the table, jumping up repeatedly and slapping it until their hand lands on the ring.

They present the ring to him grinning. Zishu hands over the money, the ring carelessly dropped onto his hand. Instantly, the child is sprinting away, the money held tightly to their chest. Zishu watches them go for a moment, then begins to study his new ring.

Up close, it doesn't look any different. The braided strings are tightly woven and shouldn't come loose easily. Zishu leans back against the wall as he silently resumes his waiting, twirling the ring around his little finger.

Lao Wen takes another hour before he finally returns, the sun having had time to change positions yet again. Zishu pretends he can't see him, stays still as he waits for the other man to reach him. "A'Xu!" Lao Wen calls, and Zishu can hear the smile in his voice.

He pulls the ring off his finger and curls his hand around it. "Yes," he raises an eyebrow at Lao Wen.

Lao Wen pouts, "I missed you~" he whines and drapes himself over Zishu's back. Zishu rolls his eyes and begins to walk. Lao Wen, as expected, doesn't let go.

As they're leaving the village, Zishu holds out his hand, fist closed. Only when Lao Wen makes a curious noise does he open his fist. "For you," Zishu says.

"A'Xu..." Lao Wen's voice is soft. His body is warm against Zishu's, a searing heat along his side. Sometimes, Zishu feels like he can drown in it.

Raising an eyebrow when Lao Wen doesn't take it, Zishu asks, "What? You don't want it?" He's not really sure what to do with it in that case. Maybe give it to Zhang Chengling?

But Lao Wen's hand grabs the ring, quick as a snake. "A'Xu!" Lao Wen cries, pulling the ring to his chest. Childishly, he says, "This is mine now, you can't steal it from me!"

"Oh, is that so?" Zishu drawls.

"It is," Lao Wen declares. The burst of joy Zishu feels is just as unexpected as always, a warmth spreading from his chest until it envelops him entirely. He sways with it, an instinctive attempt to get closer to his love.

It's almost cruel, he thinks, how easily Lao Wen does this to him.

But he doesn't dislike it.

Zishu turns to Lao Wen, curls his arm around the other's waist, and leans in. "Will you thank me for your lovely gift, Lao Wen?" he asks, pressing his head to Wen Kexing's shoulder and delighting in the shudder he can feel in the other's body. He wants to bask in this feeling, in this closeness. Wants to curl around it and pull it close, bury it in his chest where no-one else will ever be able to see it. Wants to drown in it, and smother in it, and surround himself so thoroughly that his entire being is just this.

"My A'Xu's gifts are the best," Lao Wen says, a slight hitch to his breath. Zishu smiles into his zhiji's shoulder. Wen Kexing turns his face to meet Zishu's, and Zishu smiles, staying still, waiting. And Lao Wen's eyes glitter in the sunlight, painted lips smiling softly.

The kiss is soft, barely a kiss at all. It is quick and fleeting, and it makes his stomach flutter madly. Zishu sighs into it, lets his body relax against Wen Kexing's, feels Lao Wen's hand curl gently over his neck. He breathes, and he lives, and he falls apart. It is an avalanche, a flood, the sunlight on a midday walk. It is a creature made of blood and bone, of mud and twigs, hollowing out his chest and making a home there.

They let go, and Zishu pulls back enough to walk steadily. The road ahead is long, and he doesn't know where he's going.

But Lao Wen is with him. Lao Wen, who's fitting the ring onto different fingers to figure out which one it fits best on. Lao Wen, who smiles so proudly when he pulls it on one and it stays put. Lao Wen, whose eyes are gentle every time they look at Zishu.

Wen Kexing, whom Zishu loves.

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  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M
  • Fandom: 盗墓笔记重启 | The Lost Tomb Reboot (TV)
  • Relationship: Liu Sang/Wu Xie/Zhang Qiling
  • Characters: Liu Sang (DMBJ Series), Zhang Qiling, Wu Xie (DMBJ Series), Wang Pangzi
  • Additional Tags: Ficlet, Pre-Slash, Pre-Relationship, Pre-Poly, Flowers, Fluff
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 1374
  • Published on AO3: 2022-03-13

Notes: Flufftober 2021: Day 19 - Flowers

Disclaimer: I do not own 盗墓笔记重启 | The Lost Tomb Reboot or any associated trademarks.


It's not that Liu Sang thought that Wu Erbai would never hire him again, because Liu Sang is the best at what he does and they both know it, but rather that he didn't think Wu Xie would trust him enough to go into a tomb with him. There's a difference between working together because you need to, or even saving someone because you know they'd be hurt if you didn't, and voluntarily putting yourself into a vulnerable position with someone you know has abused that before.

So he kind of didn't think that this would happen again. This being, exploring a tomb with Wu Xie. But—it goes fine? Liu Sang listens and does his job and he doesn't actually stick around in the tomb itself longer than he needs to map it out. That's not what he's being paid for and if he's going to risk his life (and with Wu Xie in a tomb, he'd come to understand, there was always a risk) than he would do so after his salary had been agreed upon.

So he drags himself through a very dark tunnel, getting out the same way he came in, and then spends the next four days just loitering around in case the raid goes south and his help is needed. It's not. Everything goes fine.

It's honestly kind of unsettling.

When Wu Xie, Zhang Qiling and Pangzi finally come out, they're all covered in dust and dirt. Liu Sang stays out of their way, figuring that there's no need for him to come any closer now that he can tell that they're alright. They seem in high spirits, too, smiling as they chat. Liu Sang kind of wants to turn away, but he also wants to see them being happy and safe, and confirm with his own eyes that he hasn't screwed things up this time.

Well, not that he'd really been apart of this adventure. But still. Better to be safe.

As the calm settles over the camp with their safe return (and quite a few pieces of treasures, too), Liu Sang sits on a log and picks the flowers by his feet. They're pretty enough, he supposes, the color somewhere between purple and pink. He doesn't smell them, but the leaves are soft in his hands as he spins them around.

Zhang Qiling is approaching, which is bad enough on its own, but Wu Xie is following not that far behind. For a second, Liu Sang debates if he should move, but then—no. No, he'd done his job well, this time. There's nothing to be dissatisfied about.

So he stays put, passively tracking their movements as they get closer. And when Zhang Qiling is close enough that Liu Sang assumes he can hear him as well, he calls, "Have you come to pick flowers for Wu Xie, ouxiang?"

There's no reaction from Wu Xie, so presumably he can't hear Liu Sang yet. Zhang Qiling doesn't respond, not even his heartbeat reacting, even though Liu Sang is sure that he can hear him. So he grumbles a little, but settles down to wait and keep picking flowers. When he has enough of them, he pulls a hairband off his wrist and twines it around them, resulting in a very poor-looking flower bouquet.

He's frowning at it when Zhang Qiling steps into the clearing and doesn't say a word, as is his habit. Liu Sang looks from the improvised flower bouquet to Zhang Qiling and back again, his frown only growing heavier.

"You didn't stay," Zhang Qiling says at last, moving slowly like he's trying not to spook a small animal. The mere thought is kind of humiliating and Liu Sang dutifully glares at him. But it fizzles out quickly enough, that glare, his ouxiang just not someone he can successfully glare it. It's kind of unfair.

"I wasn't paid to stay," he says, nudging his foot against some other flowers. He glances at his bouquet and decides that he might as well, and so bends down to grab a few more.

Zhang Qiling almost sounds fond when he says, "You could have stayed anyway."

Liu Sang's lips twitch at that, and then he turns to face Wu Xie who's just stumbling out of the treeline. Straightening up, he undoes the band holding his bouquet together and begins to put the new flowers in. "Would you have trusted me if I stayed in the tomb with you, Wu Xie?" he asks, focusing his gaze on the flowers.

"Yes," Wu Xie answers, easily, not a moment's hesitation, not a single tremble to his voice, not a skip in his heartbeat. Liu Sang doesn't look up, but he doesn't need to. He can hear Zhang Qiling sitting down on the log beside him, can hear Wu Xie hitting Zhang Qiling's shoulder until Zhang Qiling gives in and scoots over enough to make room for Wu Xie, too.

As a result, Zhang Qiling is plastered against Liu Sang's whole side. Liu Sang shudders at that, his heart doing a complicated summersault in his chest, and his breath hitching in his throat. Zhang Qiling must have noticed it, he's too good to not have.

He licks his lips and binds his new bouquet together.Then he has a homemade—shabbily-made—flower bouquet in his hands, and no idea what to do with it. It seems like a shame to just drop it back on the ground (plus, it has one of his favorite hairbands on it, which he did not properly think through) but it would be silly to keep it with him. And it does look really sad and loopy, not exactly something to his taste.

"Here," he throws the thing over Zhang Qiling's head, watches out of the corner of his eyes how Wu Xie snags the thing out of the air. "You can have it," he adds imperiously, already beginning to suspect that it was a bad idea.

But Wu Xie simply smiles at him, says, "Thank you," and holds the flowers to his chest.

Zhang Qiling glances at the flowers, then at Liu Sang, then bends down to pick up flowers. He doesn't make the same mistake that Liu Sang did, doesn't try to make the small flowers into a bouquet. Rather, he twists them together until he has the beginnings of a flower crown in his hands, the flowers purple and pink and white.

Wu Xie ooh's and aah's over it, leaning shamelessly against Zhang Qiling to watch him work. Liu Sang crushes that spark of jealousy in his chest ruthlessly, determined not to fall into that trap again. Instead, he listens to the sound of the flowers twisting and turning and being braided together, of Zhang Qiling's calm breaths and steady heartbeat. The sounds flow into each other effortlessly, a calming symphony.

Liu Sang unconsciously focuses on them, his hearing not narrowing down (hearing doesn’t work like that, fool) but his attention waning to other sounds. He lets the sounds of Zhang Qiling’s and Wu Xie’s heartbeat surround him, feels the push and pull of their voices as Wu Xie speaks at length and Zhang Qiling grunts.

(The thing is, Liu Sang thought he’d ruined this. It’s his own fault, and he’s not afraid to admit it, but... he assumed, with the way things ended... well, he’d just assumed.)

He heard the sound of Wu Xie tearing up flowers, and so when he hands over a bouquet to Zhang Qiling, Liu Sang glances over to see the result. It’s not—much better than Liu Sang’s, at least. But Zhang Qiling holds it to his chest likes its the most precious thing in the world. Then Wu Xie throws another bouquet over Zhang Qiling, the man bending so it actually gets over his head, and Liu Sang catches it on reflex.

His hand almost crushes it. He blinks at the flowers, then at Zhang Qiling, then at Wu Xie. Wu Xie merely grins at him, bright and happy and—

Fuck.

“Thank you,” he mutters, looking away. He can hear Wu Xie’s heart skipping a beat, can sense the quiet satisfaction radiating from Zhang Qiling, can feel Wu Xie’s gaze on him.

He holds the flowers tighter.

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[personal profile] quillpunk
  • Rating: T
  • Categories: M/M, Gen
  • Fandom: Solo Leveling (webcomic/light novel)
  • Relationship: Sung Jin-Woo/Woo Jin-Chul
  • Characters: Sung Jin-Woo, Woo Jin-Chul
  • Additional Tags: One-Shot, Pre-Slash, AU - Fantasy, AU - Dragons
  • Status: Complete
  • Wordcount: 2527
  • Published on AO3: 2022-06-01

Summary: City official Woo Jin-Chul is investigating whether that dragon who recently plonked down outside the town is a danger to the city.

Notes: For the awesome SL zine ARISE. Free, digital, and full of amazing works! Check it out here.

Disclaimer: I do not own Solo Leveling or any associated trademarks.


The dragon rears up, wings fanning out widely. It casts a long shadow over the ground; the wind harsh in his ears as the wings begin to beat softly. The trees and shrubbery bend from the wings’ force, the sky almost entirely blotted out by this one, singular gigantic beast.

Woo Jin-Chul holds a hand over his eyes, squinting as the sunlight strikes the beast's wings and hits his eyes, a zigzagging attack that is made all the worse for it. He almost hisses, his vision momentarily blurred out by spots of red and green. Still, he stands against the wind, bracing his feet on the forest floor as he coils his body tightly to exert strength.

He grimaces softly as the wings finally stop beating, and the winds calm. “What have you come here for, mortal?” a powerful, dark , voice asks.

Jin-Chul waits a moment before lowering his hand, squinting as his eyes readjust to the light. The dragon is still massive, still clinging to the top of the trees and making him feel small, insignificant, like an ant. This thing could step on him and squash him like a bug , Jin-Chul knows.

Shaking his head a little, he finally licks his lips, straightens his back, and says, “I am here on behalf of the Hunter Association’s Monitoring Division. I have some questions for you, if you wouldn’t mind.”

“Monitoring Division…” the beast peers at him with a dark gaze, throat beginning to rumble. It lowers its long neck slightly, the head—as wide as Jin-Chul’s torso—facing him squarely.

“Yes, the Monitoring Division,” Jin-Chul confirms. His grip on his bag clenches, and he hides his hands behind his back, clasping them together in a smooth movement. Keeping his shoulders carefully back and his neck steady, he raises his gaze to rest on the beast’s nose as he adds, “It is merely a standard questionnaire to prevent unnecessary aggression.”

The dragon hums, a noise that makes steam rise from its mouth. The mouth is parted just enough for Jin-Chul to see glimpses of teeth in the darkness; sharp, deadly things. But he doesn’t allow his attention to waver.

“Ask your questions, then,” the dragon says, head lowering further. It gazes at him steadily, with clear eyes that have reptilian pupils.

Jin-Chul pulls out his notebook from his bag, elegantly grabbing a pen on the way. He rubs the tip on the paper until the ink begins to flow, and surreptitiously takes a steadying breath. Holding it in while he pretends to look for the right page, he, at last, lowers the notebook a little and asks, “What is your name?”

“Sung Jin-Woo,” the beast answers, instantly, quickly, with no hesitation.

Jin-Chul’s eyebrows furrow. He notes, “It’s a human name.”

“Yes.” No explanation is offered, and Jin-Chul doesn’t want to press. He instead writes it down, watching the dark blue characters take shape on the thick, yellowish paper. He eyes the next question, glancing quickly at the dragon in an attempt to gauge its mood.

But it’s a dragon. He really can’t tell anything from it.

Clearing his throat again, Jin-Chul asks, “Are you claiming this city as your territory?”

The dragon’s eyes peer at him, staring right through his very soul. He stands his ground, waiting for a response. If this goes badly… the bloodshed won’t be contained to just this city, he knows. They’re strong, the Hunter Association, yes, and they’ve got some capable people. But for a dragon? They’ll need to call in outside assistance, need to call in the guilds . And for the chance to kill a dragon…

The guilds will fight. And if this dragon, this Sung Jin-Woo, is strong enough, there will be nothing left.

They can’t afford to lose the guilds.

“My sister lives here,” Sung Jin-Woo says after a long moment, and Jin-Chul raises his gaze again, unknowing of when he lowered it. He licks his lips and adjusts his grip on his pen, shaking it a little to get the ink flowing again.

“Is that a yes?” he asks, to be absolutely sure . (He’s here precisely to prevent misunderstandings, after all.)

“Yes,” the dragon answers. It sounds pleased, voice rumbling slightly as it speaks. The head rises a little from him, giving him a moment to breathe, something he hadn’t realized he’d stopped at some point. Feeling his chest expand as the air forces its way down his throat and into his lungs, Jin-Chul nods and dutifully notes that down. So Jin-Woo considers the city his.

That is—something.

“Okay,” Jin-Chul finally says. He snaps the notebook closed; there’s no reason to continue with this farce until the Chairman gets here. So for now, he asks, “Would you consider allowing the Chairman of the Hunter Association to negotiate for this city’s right to self-rule?”

The dragon hums, yet again a rumbling sound. It travels through the air and strikes his bones, making him shiver. The air seems to darken for a moment, the shadows stretching in the corner of his eyes. Jin-Chul doesn’t look, doesn’t break his sight away from the dragon—he can’t afford to show weakness and he doesn’t know what counts as such to dragons. So his vision doesn’t stray, and he doesn’t look at the vaguely threatening forest around him.

Does he hear growling? Probably, but it won’t help him. So he ignores it in favor of waiting for Jin-Woo’s response.

“Your chairman is a powerful man,” the dragon says at last. Jin-Chul nods, and Jin-Woo continues, “If he wishes to negotiate, I wouldn’t stop him.”

That was… unexpectedly easy. Jin-Chul’s eyebrows furrow, but he merely says, “I’m glad. Then I’ll get it set up.” He pauses here as he considers the dragon’s great size. Hesitantly, more so than is dignified for a person of his status, he asks, “Would you like the meeting to take place here?”

“No, I’ll come to the city,” the giant, massive, dragon who is still blotting out the sun says.

Jin-Chul can’t think of a way to phrase it delicately, and so he just says, “I’m afraid you’re too big for that. Our city wouldn't survive.”

“It’s not a problem,” Jin-Woo murmurs, his eyes losing focus. Jin-Chul’s eyes narrow as the magic that surrounds the dragon begins to weave through the air. Sparks of blue light occasionally burst into being around it, strong enough to make his eyes sting. He hisses softly as the space in front of him then seems to, briefly, not exist . The stark darkness that faces him is so overwhelming that his head pounds when he looks at it, and pressure grows behind his eyes.

Closing his eyes, he takes a deep, steadying breath.

When he opens his eyes again, there is a man standing before him.

Tall, with an overwhelming presence that suffocates him. Flaky black hair that wisps around his face to an unseen wind, the howling darkness retreating from him as it quietly rebreaks the universe. Pale skin and dark eyes, and he still seems to loom just as much as he did as a dragon.

“I understand,” Jin-Chul mutters, blinking as his mind tries to piece together what just happened. The shift was so antithetical to the world itself that he fears it might have torn his head open a little.

The dragon, man , approaches him. “Good,” Jin-Woo says, sounding unconcerned by it all. Black smoke seeps from his skin, dripping down his body to pool on the forest floor. The ground where the smoke settles darkens, bleeding black and seeming to absorb the darkness into itself. The sudden sunlight is just as mystifying; it seems to flicker around him for a moment.

The dragon keeps walking until it stops right in front of him, barely a meter of space between them. The pressure on his shoulders is great, a steady and unnatural push . For a second, Jin-Chul forgets how to breathe as those inhuman eyes meet his own.

“Shall we go?” Jin-Woo asks, voice noticeably unexcited. He’s laidback all of a sudden, hands stuffed in the pockets of dark clothes. His eyes go half-mast as he stares at Jin-Chul with a gaze that must surely see everything.

(There is a strange sensation growing in his chest, an unspooling of heat beginning to breathe through him.)

He blinks, regaining control of his faculties. “You want to go now?”

“Yes.” Jin-Woo tilts his head and says, “No time like the present.”

Lowering his gaze to the forest floor again, Jin-Chul’s mind churns. The Chairman would doubtlessly make time for a dragon and this is the highest priority work. And if the dragon decides that it doesn’t like them, that it would rather just burn them all to the ground, there isn’t much anybody can do to stop him.

Licking his lips, Jin-Chul looks up again and says, “Okay. Let’s go.”

Sung Jin-Woo smiles at him, and the air pressing on Jin-Chul lightens at last. He drags in a shuddering breath and clenches his hand, feeling the muscles straining. Breathing out calmly, he nods and waits to see what the dragon will do now.

It doesn’t take long for Jin-Woo to begin to walk in the city’s direction. They’re on a mountain, one overlooking the city. From here, Jin-Chul can vaguely make out the city through the thick trees and the high grass. The sun above them is sweltering, still hours to go until it settles back behind the mountain.

Halfway down the mountain, a darkness begins to seep out of Jin-Woo again. It takes shape mere moments later, assembling into some kind of puppet. One seemingly made entirely out of shadows. Jin-Chul’s heart skips a beat, and he freezes as he watches the shadow walk up to the dragon that had so effortlessly created it .

Jin-Woo murmurs something to it that he can’t hear, despite his relative strength as a Hunter. His eyebrows furrow, but he keeps his curiosity to himself.

“Sorry about that,” Jin-Woo says as he turns back toward Jin-Chul, the shadow swiftly disappearing amongst the trees. Jin-Chul’s eyes follow its progress for a second before he tears it back to the humanoid dragon.

“Summoner?” Jin-Chul idly asks, absentmindedly noting it down in his mind.

Jin-Woo smiles, somewhat sheepishly, and says, “I suppose so.” He pauses here, head tilting in a considering fashion, before he begins to walk over to Jin-Chul. Jin-Chul stands his ground, determined not to be the reason this whole mission (literally) goes up in flames.

“Do you like this boss of yours?” Jin-Woo asks, shoving his hands into his coat’s pockets. He rocks softly on the balls of his feet, and the dichotomy between human-him and dragon-him is dizzying. Like this, he’s still taller than most humans, but he doesn’t quite manage to tower above him in the same manner as the dragon shape did. Somehow, the uncanny looming he was doing mere minutes before has vanished, and it’s almost the most unsettling thing about him so far.

Jin-Chul has to blink to clear his thoughts to remember what was just asked. “Yes, I enjoy working with him,” he says, clearing his throat and coughing quietly. He brushes a stray pale hair strand behind his ear and forces his head not to duck .

(He can’t appear weak.)

Jin-Woo’s eyes are so dark, but they glint with an internal light that can’t possibly be mortal. His stance is so relaxed that it’s frightening, the power that still curls around him almost sleepy in the way that it pokes at Jin-Chul. Jin-Woo doesn’t do anything to reign his power in, doesn’t attempt to keep it under control or hide it from Jin-Chul.

He shivers as he feels the power wash over his skin again, feels the soft nudges to his face. It pulls gently on his hair, the strands curling under the attention. The shiver curling up his spine is too distracting, and so he focuses instead and very determinedly does not notice Jin-Woo’s small smile.

This is business. That’s all it is.

Clearing his throat, Jin-Chul says, “I’ll lead the way, then.”

“Please,” Jin-Woo says, tilting his head toward the city. Jin-Chul inexplicably hesitates for a moment, his eyes going from Jin-Woo to the city and back again. Gulping, he forces his feet to start moving again, and he walks on ahead of the mighty dragon in human form. The awareness he has of Jin-Woo behind him is startling—it’s a constant itch, a constant pressure on the back of his neck, a constant shudder up the length of his spine.

He curls his hands into fists by his sides, subtly speeding up and trying to ignore the pressure on him, around him. It’s not overwhelming, and he doesn’t notice it at all.

It’s just business.

That’s all.

“You know, I haven’t been here long,” Jin-Woo says at some point, when Jin-Chul is in the middle of vaulting over a fallen tree log. The dragon sounds relaxed still, an amused lilt to his voice. He doesn’t speak loudly, but the voice nevertheless carries through the air, seemingly with no effort at all.

Jin-Chul doesn’t allow himself to be startled. “We have people monitoring such things,” he says, raising a hand to cover his eyes as the trees get farther apart and the sun is brighter. Squinting, he tries to see the trail he used to get here.

“Right, you’re the Monitoring Division,” Jin-Woo's silky voice says, and Jin-Chul glances over his shoulder at him. Jin-Woo is looking right at him, dark eyes eerily dark even in the sunlight. The forest seems to almost be bending away from him, the sun’s rays folding off his skin like striking it would be a mortal offense. The wind is quiet, nearly entirely absent now, in stark contrast to the force that nearly whipped him off his feet before.

Jin-Woo stares at him, his gaze as sharp as his teeth. There is a small smile on his lips, and his magic flickers around Jin-Chul still.

It is a dark, suffocating, smothering sensation.

Jin-Chul looks away first. His lips purse and his back straightens. “Let’s keep going,” he says, briefly pressing a hand over his quickly beating heart.

This is fine. Everything is fine . It’s just business, and he has absolutely nothing to worry about. And anyway, surely a powerful being such as Jin-Woo won’t even remember Jin-Chul, once they return to the city and Jin-Woo meets the guilds’ bosses.

So it’s fine.

Really. It is.

It’s fine .

Pressing a hand to his eyes, he sighs deeply, his chest constricting sharply with the motion. He feels the breath rattle through him, feels it cut his throat on the way up. He glances over his shoulder at Jin-Woo, the dragon’s feet stepping so lightly on the forest floor that he almost seems to float over the ground.

The dragon is still staring at him, and he meets Jin-Chul’s gaze for a heartstopping moment. It sears into him, the darkness and the light and the overwhelming power momentarily crushing him, and then it all eases when Jin-Chul looks ahead again.

He clears his throat, says, “This way.”

Everything is fine.

They keep going.

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